aworldofnonsense

2008-07-14T20:17:00.002+08:00

Life is back to where it started, exactly like how i felt when i first came to melb. Once again, ying falls back to reality. Melv came and left. Andy came for 1 mth and left too. Lotsa things..but i really hoped they enjoyed themselves here.

I am starting to like melbourne.. especially the weather. I love winter! i love cold weather.. but holiday is sucha bore when all the shops close at 5pm except for Friday!! How to survive like that?? How i wish uni can commence now..but on the other hand, i know that i need the break now, coz the next sem, is gonna be a hectic semester with all core subjects..

Stepping out of my comfort zone, sacrifices made, all these has let me realised what are the important things in my life and who are the important people in my life.

I feel really blessed to ahve a family that is always there for me, through thick and thin. The constant encouragements and forgiving me when i am being unreasonable and demanding. I have also realised who my true friends really are.. That is the reason why i really wanna go back to singapore. Back to my comfort zone, back to the people whom i can cry and talk to.

Sometimes, i tend to wonder, will i ever get to find a true friend here in melb? It seems so difficult.. yes. I have one really good friend here but that is exception coz we knew each other back in sg and we are in different uni. Always the case, so near yet so far.. When i came, everyone is already in their own cliques, they have known each other before hand due to high school, foundation courses, or they came here together. I did tell myself to try to fit in.. however, at times, or many times, i juz cant fit in.. Maybe this is uni life? People come and go.. different lectures, different tutorials.. yes..one good thing is we get to meet lotsa ppl.. but what bout the quality? What i am looking for in a friendship is the quality not the quantity. Therefore, sometimes, i feel so tired.. tired of trying..

2008-06-18T07:59:00.007+08:00

Some pics from my Great Ocean Trip with andy,ian and bren. =) Beautiful place but i dun wanna go thru the journey again. Uber long and winding road!! Hairpin route which some of ya call it?? I love the scenery there..

Sweetie pie drove!

Andy..Andy and Ian(pri sch classmate)!!

Before driving up to the lighthouse..

12 ApostlesLondon BridgeI love this pic of them.. NICE. =)

More pics will be uploaded on facebook.

Off to mugging session for my Law..

2008-06-14T08:49:00.003+08:00

Alright! Ying is back! Didnt touch my com for a period of time due to the preparation for my exams! yep. 3 PAPERS down! 1 more paper to go which is on the 25th and the most difficult to study. BUSINESS LAW. my gosh. So many cases to remember.. STRESS.

Ying screwed up 2 papers outta 3. My accounting paper..totally screwed it. I was literally sighing throughout the 3h while doing tt paper! 1) cannot balance. 2) know how to do all those questions while practicing but cant do it during exams. 3) 3h is definitely not enuff.

Kinda screwed up my econs paper too! Damn. I made a seriously big careless mistake and threw bout 10 marks away for that particular qn! YING IS DUMB.

QM(Biz stats) pretty alright except for those questions related to covariance table. screwed it. At least is the only paper that give me the confidence that at least i can pass or mayb get a H2A?? No more H1. After taking these papers.. i cant even see any H1!! =(

been trying to relax and catch some beauty sleep during these days before i start my engine for my law. Yes. Relaxation ticked. beauty sleep..hm.. left unticked! been sleeping at 2plus for the past few nights! Didnt have the beauty sleep but did enjoy myself w the warmth from sg! =) ANDY and IAN came to melb and i have been meeting up w them everyday aft my QM paper. I tell you.. the world is really small!! IAN is my PRI SCH CLASSMATE! LOL. this is so hilarious. So andy, ian, bren, zixie and i all knew each other! WOAH WOAH WOAH. how cool can tt be man. Too bad la.. ian no longer studying in melb. He is bak in sg but came to melb w andy for hols.
Been really busy buying household items for my new house. Spent so much money but these r inevitable. Haiz.. Oh yea! we rented a car n gonna drive up to Great Ocean Road the lighthouse dere tml. =)) yep. ying hasnt finish her exams but tml is her last day to enjoy n hav fun coz she is gonna mug like she has nv mug before till 25th.

ALL THE WAY, YING!

2008-06-01T08:19:00.002+08:00

Omgosh..this lil boy rawkz!! Talented. What makes it even sweeter is..he is KOREAN. muahaha! =))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4CR3GoB3YY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WirEJbA14xA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hfEgFHMW5A

Aww... ya rawk.

2008-04-25T08:24:00.002+08:00

I simply LOVE my family!! Webcam w them from 11 to 1 plus! I juz love skype n msn video call. It completes my world. It has been a long time since 4 of them gathered together in front of the webcam. Yest was the day man. THE BOMB in my life so far ever since i came here. =)
Received my international parcel from singapore! webcamed w my love ones!

Man, i m so envious. My kor is having his hols now all the way till AUG! He is gg HK!! gg HK!! I so wanna go. Gg there w his friends without me..=(( i wanna go too, kor!!

Gene n JW! Thank you so much! I was so happy when i collected the parcel. Was hugging it so tightly in my arms while walking back home from the post office! Yes. I was doing juz that!! I love that! Was smiling when i was flipping through the pages of the photo album. i love it when all the pockets are all filled up w photos!! Even those ever-so-classic photos back in sec sch! MAN! i looked like some AUNTIE la. Didnt noe i tied up my hair like a ballet dancer back then. Haha! It brought smiles nevertheless. They are really priceless. Thank you so much and really appreciate. You guys r damn sweet. So now, i'll juz wait for end of yr to come to rec my BIG SURPRISE as ya mentioned??

Oh! I am officially moving out at the end of june!! Have yet to find an alternative accommodation. Oh well, i am taking a big risk coz i have tendered my confirmation to my agent that i m not gonna continue my lease after my lease ends. Hopefully lyn and i can find a 2 bedroom apartment at a reasonable rental price and gd location in may/june. If NOT, i will b sleeping on the streets. At least tt is much better than my tiny place rite? LOL. Alright, i dun wanna end up on the streets in winter!!

Counting down to 2 months. Darling Ms Lily Lee Li Xin and my SIS are COMING. =))

2008-04-23T11:00:00.002+08:00

I dont know why i have been emotionally affected in lotsa things these days. I hate this feeling. NO NO NO. NOT PMS pls. Upset over my studies, relationship and other miscellaneous.

Yea. Was quite upset when i got back my econs assignment results. Damn. Yea, from that expression, it meant that i didnt do v well. It contributes 10% to my sem1. 7/10. NO..THAT IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH considering lotsa ppl are getting 8.5 and above(even 10/10!!)Moreover, i have econs background! Uber disappointed w myself. I did put in lotsa effort in that assignment. Have yet to get back my ARA assignment result. Guess i did not do up to my expection as well.Urghx. Now, i have new assignments again. All due in early may and exams soon. HAIZ. How i wish i can be as smart as the others. =(( i guess i shld start MUGGING much harder.. I need my H1s..

Sometimes, i am really wondering did i make the right choice of coming here to study. There are so many consequences for one particular action! If only I am fortunate enough to be given a chance to study in local uni then there wouldnt be lotsa changes. No changes = safe. IF IF IF.. I seriously hate that WORD. =(

How i wish everything can still be the same as last time..

2008-04-19T07:11:00.002+08:00

One week down again. Nearer to exams. More assignments and tests coming soon. MORE DUE DATES. Cant wait for the hols to come. I wanna travel ard melb.

Was talking w bren on the fone the other day and came to a conclusion that i have never stepped out of the CITY on my OWN. tts really BAD. He expects me to go to his house all on my own after showing me once!! Man. Tough job. I am a road idiot n i will get lost. Who knows i might end up in sydney!?! =x Alright, crap. He is right. I cant depend on him ALL the time. I have to learn to move ard by myself. I have been depending on him all these while ever since i m here. I have moved out of my comfort zone, leaving family and friends, coming to a foreign country to study. Now, i am stuck in my new comfort zone once again. I am juz too afraid. too afraid to leave my comfort zone n move about by myself. Oh well, shall try my best when the hols come! Just gotta tell myself tt i can do it, eh coz is really unfair for one to travel down to the city to meet me everytime!

My darling, MISS LEE LI XIN, has confirmed her flight on 22nd JUL! Whee!! I am counting down to that day! I juz cant wait to get all the warmth from her as she promised. I miss her truckloads alrite. I am so happy tt someone is coming melb to visit during my hols!! Lotsa people will be heading back to their respective countries, while a few of us are stuck here. Luckily, she is COMING. HAPPINESS.

Can you guys believe it!?! It has been only 2months!?! Gosh. I thought i have been here for like 4 months already. Ok not thought, it feels like!! Man.. time seems to be passing so fast but in fact, it isnt!! Pathetic 2 months.

Just a piece of note, if anyone wanna send something over to me in June, do let me know beforehand. Currently, my neighbour and I are looking for 2 bedroom apartment to move in during hols. SO yep. All things still not confirm yet.

Gene and JW, my neck is getting longer..i am waiting patiently for the things ya sent to be delivered to my place. 10 days rite? I cant wait to lay my hands on the parcel! Is it a parcel?? Cant wait to see whats inside too. MY very FIRST mail from SG. thanks lotsa guys! *hugs

2008-04-12T07:48:00.003+08:00

I MISS HOME. Skype with my family for 1h30mins yesterday! It has been a long time since we last skyped n laughed as one family. I miss. I miss. Was feeling really peaceful last night after the chat. I CAN SENSED THAT THEY MISSED ME TOO. =)) I seriously cant wait for Nov to come. I love the encouragement they give me. It really motivates and keeps me going.

Stress level is getting higher n higher each week. SO many things to be done within so little time. Date dues. Decision making. Assignments. Cases of law to read up on. Tests.

My friends in sg have the preconceived idea that the education system in melb is quite slack. I beg to differ man. Well, i seriously think that the stress is caused by uni life itself, the uni i am in, the competition among the asians here. Everyone is studying so hard. Aiming for H1(high distinction) in every test and assignments. Yea. I don't deny it. I am one of them. Sometimes a low H1 can make you utterly disappointed coz majority is getting a high H1. Now, ya guys can see..

Went for night market last night. My uni's event. YEP. ASIAN FOOD! Though is really ex but seriously, who cares when u miss the food so much!! Bren and i shared nasi lemak($5), egg tarts($2 for 1), korean spicy ricecake($4), hk french toast($2).. we wanted the pulut hitam but dey were still cooking after the first pot was sold out. waited for damn long and we decided to give up coz it was uber crowded. yea. the egg tarts rawkz! i love i love i love. =)) Now, i m gonna avoid asian food for like a week? coz i m sorta sick of it.

Ying is sick of pasta!! This is the effect when u have pasta for 2 straight meals and almost twice a week!?! yucks. i haven been eating pasta for like 2 weeks. The thought of it just disgusts me. besides fried rice and indomee, pasta is one of the easiest to cook! Ironically, i can nv get sick of PIZZA. My friends think tt i am weird. They r like so sick of pizza while i can nv get sick of it. LOL.

I really wanna learn how to cook! This friend of mine, HE can cook really well!! He cooks for my friends n I whenever we are over at his place to study. We call it a "family dinner" coz there are 4 of us. I think i m sucha failure coz being a female, i CANT cook. Seriously, we cant run away from the fact that all females must know how to cook! If not, you'll feel really inferior when u know a guy who can cook really well and knows how to buy fresh fruits,poultry and all. I can only cook simple stuff. FRIED RICE and pasta. I have learnt how to cooked stir fry beef and pan-fried salmon. Have yet to master the sauce for my salmon. Gonna try the recipe my fren gave me coz the sauce i made was too watery.

Yep. I am learning. So give me more time. Who knows i can cook when i get back though my friends here really think tt i can nv b in the kitchen! Cooking half cooked rice, prawns last time. Burning the doughnuts in my microwave! OK. Have faith in me. I am so determine to be a better person in the kitchen. =X i wanna learn how to bake cup cakes, brownies and cookies from scratch! =))) Not those ready mix kind. =X

2008-03-31T18:37:00.003+08:00

Ying is back in action. Was really busy and my 1 week of easter break has ended! Damn. Time passes really fast when u r enjoying the moment! Shucks! Not much of a break for me. Been bombarded with assignments and due dates. Tests after the break. Finding time out to entertain Gene n jian wei. Yes! Thats wad i have been doing during my break! Didnt have much time to really concentrate on my studies. Have lotsa difficulties w my ARA and QM. Gosh. these 2 subjects are killing me. I seriously have no idea whether the prob lies w me, or coz this is uni life, or juz my uni? I have only 12h of contact time per wk. Everyone must be thinking how slack and lucky I am! NAH! 12h of contact time but more hours of independent learning! I rather have more hours of contact time than independent learning! How to have independent learning when i dun even understand a single shit and most of the consultation periods are on thurs and same timing!?! Gosh. Help me man..

I realised Mr. NG JIN KAI has been reading my blog! Haha. Really appreciate ya concern AND the 15mins call from Singapore! LOL. Thanks man, brudder! Ya seriously made my day and gave me the motivation to study after ya put down the fone and gene&jw left my hse. Ya guys really rawk my world!

Yes!! Gene and JW is currently in melb for 10days! Really touched that they came all the way here. Really appreciate it. Brought them around the city area, philip island and GOOD FOOD. Hope they did enjoy the trip. Bet eugene does coz he is considering coming here to study. =D

I really know who are the people who truly cares for me. Really thank you so much. Yep i am fine here but sometimes, i juz wanna buy an air ticket and juz fly back to sg. =(

Officially autumn and the weather is turning COLD. Went to DFO that time. Loving it! Ying simply adores shopping!! =D retail therapy.. but not too much of it coz i needa save money and back to sg to SHOP SHOP SHOP till i drop. Darling, u r so gonna accompany me to shop when i m back! =D

ok, jin kai, few pics for ya. the rest are w gene n jw! =) ya can noe how much weight i have put on! =((

2008-03-11T13:58:00.003+08:00

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be aroundT
his I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I'm telling you there is no one

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

[i love you...]

2008-03-02T09:48:00.003+08:00

Greetings from melbourne! Ying is back. 2 weeks in melb and school gonna starts tomorrow. Sorry that I havent been updating ever since i was here. I wanted to blog but there are so many things to say and was kinda emo. So decided not to post my blog in case my close ones will start worrying and affected.

Yep. I am feeling pretty much alright now. Adapting to the lifestyle here, loneliness, home-sickness, missing my dearest and friends badly. Well, my first week was really BAD. Cried buckets and my friends in melb got pretty worried and needa lotsa patience in coaxing me. Really appreciate the help from them. Alex, aster&mom, Greenie monster, brendan, eelaine,jan, dorc& dulcie. Really. Without them, i guess i would still be crying after 2 weeks!

I miss home badly. I MISS my FAMILY. Luckily i am able to skype w them every night. Skyping is like my favourite pasttime now. I miss my dearest so much too. He seems to be so busy and got no time for me. =((

Please download skype, ppl. Ya can call me on skype for free. I got a skype hp, therefore, i can sign in to skype when i m outta my hse and we can tok for FREE. The word is FREE. So, please download. Kris, did u hear tt?? LOL.

I seriously think that there is no point for me to blog about how sad i am being alone over here. Coz that is the fact and nothing can change it. Really appreciate those who put in effort in trying to keep in touch w me. Vivien, my family, darling, dearest, Cj, Lou, andy and joseph. You guys really keep me going and surviving each day.

Gosh, i didnt noe cooking is sucha chore! I seriously HATE cooking. I dun mind doing the laundry but COOKING!? Please kill me. I cant cook for nuts. Don't worry, i am not surviving on instant noodles. More likely on fruits?? LOL. I really think that my mommy is a wonderwoman! She can cook so well, do the laundry and clean the house without complaining. I really admire her. I miss her cooking too. =((

School commences tml. Finally. Yes, i have been looking forward to the start of sem1 so that i will be busy and time will pass faster! So that, in a blink, i will b back in Sg. Went for the orientation and i shall not tok bout it coz orientation here is... TOTALLY DIFFERENT from sg orientation. The word "Free" doesnt appeal to the international students anymore! Whenever there is any promotion on "Free bbq/lunch/dinner" in my uni.. i wouldnt be bothered. Felt SO cheated. This makes me realised how much i miss BBQ in SG. =((

The weather here is really COLD. Cold to the extent that i can shiver under the quilt when my windows are closed, aircon/fan off. Shivering during summer!! Darling promised to give me ALL her warmth when she comes. Summer juz ended and whee!! End-of-season sales!! I wanna go DFO this wkend. Hopefully i have the time. LOL. One good thing bout shopping in melb is that u can go to their direct factory outlets to get those cheap&good deals! Shopping shopping, I LOVE.

Reply my email! =(

2008-02-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be my last post in sg. A long post i guess. I cant believe that I am leaving this week! Feeling really very sian bout this. Coz i am really NOT prepared especially up there in my MIND. I really feel like crying but i cant. I have been trying really hard to hold back my tears these times. Trying my best not to drop a single tear in front of my family, dearest, darling, cj, gene and jw. Cant say that I am feeling emo.. In fact, I just cant bear to leave everything behind. Really. I dun wish to make you guys worry but i really hope someone could fly there with me. I hate the feeling of flying there alone. When i enter the departure gate, that is the point where my life starts to change! I will be all alone and i dun want it. I have to be much stronger up there when i know i cant. I have to learn to stand up all by myself when i fall.

Sometimes, i just wanna hug my parents and cry in their arms. I kept asking them why cant they just fly there with me for 1 week. I know deep down, they really want to but they are just trying to help me to take my very first step out of my comfort zone in a hard way. If they fly there with me, it would be even tougher for me to step out of my comfort zone. I am so gonna miss my family truckloads and have to learn how to handle my emotions coz homesickness will make me feel more terrible.

Gene and jw. What a unique friendship we have. The friendship that will never end no matter how busy we are with our lives. It all started 9 years ago. The 2 guys who have been there for me, protecting me all these while. I am so gonna miss ya guys.. I am so gonna miss running with you. I am really touched when you guys decided to forgo your New Zealand trip and come over to Melb. I will countdown to the days you guys come over. I will miss you guys and thank you so much for being there for me all the time. Do keep in contact alright? If calls/sms are too ex for you guys, we can skype/email. So yep!! Dont leave me alone when i am there. Also, enjoy ur NS life..

Melvin. My wonderful boyfriend. I am so gonna miss your face, your smile, your hand, your hugs, your kiss, you ruffling my hair, piggybacks and the list goes on. There are so many things i wanna say to you but i dont know where should i start. Wait for me and hang in there ok??Please dun give up. I am so gonna look forward to JULY. I am so gonna countdown to JULY. To the day you come to melb and the day i come back during my summer hols. I love you, dear.

HI5. I am so gonna miss you guys and our weekly SAT meet ups. I am so gonna miss my darling. Do keep me updated with things ok? Also, PLEASE KEEP THE EMAIL GOING. Darling promised to visit me!! Must come ok?? You cant break your promised. Call/text me too, HI5!! Please take good care of yourselves and one another k?

Sometimes, i kept asking myself why did i choose this route? We have many choices to make in life. Well, since this is the path i have decided to take, no point regretting. Instead, i should make the best out of it.

Take care peepz.

2008-02-04T11:24:00.000+08:00

Oooo.. I simply love crabs!! Chilli crab & Claypot Crab w SOUP but not the bee hoon! LOL. Thanks for squeezing out time for the dinner coz I am sure that it is the last meal we are having together before i come back during the summer hols.

Gonna get really busy with my packings. I cant believe this. Bren is leaving TONIGHT! How fast!! Soon it will be my turn. Nevertheless, I am gonna enjoy my CNY collecting ang pows. LOL.

2008-02-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

I hate to say this and hate to face the reality.

Pathetic 14 days left..

[It seems like I am putting in more effort than you are.]

2008-01-28T11:53:00.000+08:00

Another week down. Left with 3 precious weeks. Been a happy girl recently coz i have never felt this closeness with the P4s for a LONG time. Really appreciate when they took time out for these gathering especially when all of them are busy with their work. Not forgetting the most important teachers in my life. Mr Tok & Ms Phang. Like i have said many times, without these group of people, i would never become a person who i am today. I might be some ah lian/ah huey on the street! Hanging out with them makes me miss those time. AES TRACK WHOOSH WHOOSH WHOOSH!!

Also my buddies!! Eugene and jian wei!!!! Sorry gene, everytime ya asked me out for a run i aint free. One day one day. OKay?? lol. Hopscotch session again oki? LOL.

Went for my predepature talk the other day. Man.. quite saddening when majority of the students are staying in that particular student accom. Is really MAJORITY.. or rather, all except me?? Lotsa students taking my course which adds on to my stress. It means it will be more competitive!! Don't worry, i wont give up. If i give up just like that, that is so not ME.

Darling has been of great help. Giving me the travel adaptor, helping me to get my laptop casing @ a good deal and the uber huge ziplock bag my mom kept bugging me to buy and i couldnt
find it. Thanks lotsa, bestie.

Vien too. Thank you for helping me so much in one way or another. Really appreciate.

[things wont be the same anymore.. All i'll ask for is for you to wait for me and hang in there no matter how tough it is and not having a single thought of giving up.. It takes 2 hands to clap..]

2008-01-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

Finally another update from me. Online everyday but too lazy to blog. Nothing much to blog about. Oh yea! Before i forget, special thanks to CHRISTINE TAN PEI LING for coming up with this blogskin for me. THANKS LOTSA!!

Been feeling quite emo these days. For ur info DEAREST, i am not PMS-ing. Well, sorry if my attitude these days sorta pissed u guys off, esp my family, dearest and darling.

Just cant explain my feelings to ya. Coz i dun think you can ever understand. I am still not mentally prepared.

Have been doing lotsa catching up w friends. Especially Hi 5, usual Aes clique (gene, jw & jk), aman+vien+suet+di. You guys rock my world, totally. So gonna miss u guys when i am gone.

Time passes very fast. When i am there, i just want to settle down quickly and concentrate on my studies.

Be strong, ying.

2008-01-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

Yet again, i am regretting something I have done. Sometimes, I kept asking myself why can't I just stay calm and listen? Listen especially to my daddy, someone who has been thru wad i am about to go through!? I really hate myself for this. Now, I have no choice but to face the shit MYSELF. Yep. Responsibility. What I have caused, i should be responsible for it.

Please give me a tight slap and save me from the agony i am about to go through. Urghx.

Should have listened to my parents to choose a weekday flight! Now, I am forced to spend even more on my hotel accom upon my arrival and taxi fare the next day! I have realised, no one can be true to you except ur family members!

From the bottom of my heart, i am really sorry and owe my dad an apology!

He had stayed dere for years yet I chose to believe my friend who stayed dere for merely 2 yrs!?! How dumb.

Urgh. Slap me.

2008-01-05T09:13:00.000+08:00

I seriously think that blogger shucks! Had a long entry few days ago, saved it as draft but the whole thing is gone. Urghx. Nvm. Well, cant remember what I have typed previously.

Been receiving lotsa emails for the past few days from students who r desperately looking for housing/housemate. Yep. They are able to contact me coz few months back I have signed up for this housmate system thing in some well-known student accom ( i shall not name it). Too bad, i am not staying at the place. So, out of goodwill, i decided to reply those emails as i truly understand how they feel at this point of time. Desperately looking for one and yet dey cant find any. Well, it doesnt hurt to help someone who r in need. Gave them a few info and recommended some lodging places/websites. Believe in Karma. What goes around comes around. =)

My baby(lappy) is giving me probs again!!! Sent it for service. Got them to have full hardware service checked. Wanted them to do software checked too coz i have a feeling that it is due to my Vista Biz. Too bad, dey dun provided sofeware check. I seriously hope this problem will b solved once and for all. What if my lappy die on me when i m in aus!?! I think i will seriously kill myself. =( Bren did gave me some suggestion which i think it sounds good but is beyond my means. He said we need to find an alternative and cant depends on our lappy all the time. He will be asking his parents to send over a desktop once he settled down. Well, his parents can easily afford it (since someone is richie rich =X). I cant. I juz wish that my lappy will be fine. God, please bless me.

Alright. I am dreading to pack my lugguage. Threw all the washed winter wear into my lugguage coz my room is getting messier day by day with lotsa things piling up on my SOFA. yes. SOFA is meant for ppl to sit and not for me to leave my things lying around! I seriously think that 2 lugguages are not ENOUGH for me. There are so many things for me to get and check but so little time.

As the time comes nearer, I dont wish to leave. The fact is I am not prepared. Not mentally prepared. I am not ready to lead a life all by myself. I am not ready to take up this major test in my relationship. Sometimes i just need a firm assurance to keep me going for months. =( I am not ready to lose all the fun i have in sg. I am not ready to leave my close friends and family. I am not ready to strip off the "Always the lil gal" image coz i will definitely miss being pampered by my family. I am not prepared if i fall sick there. Who will be there to take care of me? Who will be there to pop by juz to check how am i doing? Now it seems like i am a big gal and i really have to move on. What can i do when i am not prepared?

What if I am home sick the very next day? what if what wif what if. WHAT IFS. Urghx.

Really appreciate the time/effort some of u have put in. Especially like CJ, Darling(Xin), Gene & gang.

Thanks CJ. He has been trying to squeeze in time just to spend more time with me. Could really see him putting in lotsa effort. Darling & gene are coming to melb to visit me! They told me it is 100%. THANK YOU so much ppl!!! You guys juz make me smile. Most prob they will be coming over during winter after my exams!

2007-12-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

Whee! Have been enjoying myself for the past few days! Took 3 days leave coz i needed a break. =))

1) Met up with my Datous on sun for dinner!! It has been a LOOONNNGGG time since we last have a gathering. Soon, kris will start organising our shopping trip!! LOL.

2) Finally i could squeeze in some time to bring my baby(lappy) for servicing. Yes. A few months old and is giving me lotsa prob!! Urghx. Who said fujitsu is good!?! Or maybe there is some prob w my software?? Hm.. shrughx. I am a com idiot.

3) Quality time spent w my darling!! Went over to her place and we chatted and watched tt stupid entertainment show that tickled our funny bones! Not forgetting our tang yuan tang yuan too.

4) Cycling with dearest! Yes... i enjoy cycling thou i am still a noob. Hey! At least i managed to covered quite a long distance today and and.. the slopes rite? lol!! Yea.. Melv called me a coward coz i didnt dare to ride down those steep slopes!! More cycling session pls..

Soon, it will be back to REALITY. Needa be mentally prepared for the workload on friday. Nvm.. money money. My main source of motivation for the time being coz i m BROKE.

Bout 1 more week and ying will be free!!

So looking forward to 28 dec. =)

Oh yea yea, any of you got any part time jobs, do intro k?? =p

2007-12-16T18:11:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks!!! Just 2 more weeks and i will be having my freedom. =)) [ i am so determine to go running everyday aft that. Cant stand those flabby legs and arms! URGHX. Disgusting.]

Christmas is in 1 week's time!! =))

Well, came across an article just now regarding on how to save money. Guess i should give it a try! Have to draw a line between needs and wants. Realised lotsa things on my list are just purely wants and not needs. Take for example, I am trying to save for this crumpler backpack. Is it a need or wants? The answer is obvious, definitely the latter. So i have decided to give the crumpler a miss and just bring my old quiksilver 'turtle' backpack to school since it is still in a good condition. I can save $179 juz like this. Bye bye Mr. crumpler and hello Mr. old bag. =)

2007-12-08T09:55:00.001+08:00

One week down. 3 MORE weeks! Cant wait!!! 3 more weeks to the end of my contract. Well, I am proud to say that I survived this week all by myself!! Whee. Alright, I shouldnt keep all the credits for myself. Thanks to one of my colleague in particular. She really helped me to survive this wk!!

Thursday night was a BOMB!! Went for my company's back & front office D&D at Le Baroque after work. Didnt changed out of my coporate wear as I am too lazy. The theme was to dressed up as your favourite singer. Man!! It was a hell night! Great music, great drinks, great ppl to hang out with!! Yep!! Had 3 tequila shots! tequila pop! cocktails! hoegarden! red wine!! Damn.. tis is wad happened when you need not pay for the drinks. Ppl juz keep ordering! Lol. Remembered the first tequila shot i tried!! Yeew.. left a few drops and was forced to finish the last few drops by this crazy colleague. My asst manager helped me finished the last few drops! Hilarious. After tt we drank again and again n manged to finish every single drop. Is a night to party man! So why not!?! Now i noe why corporate ppl head down to clubs/pubs after work. A form of distressed. Yes. Was feeling uber relaxed chilling out w de colleague i am close w and those crazy ppl i hanged out in the office! Was chatting w the ppl and suddenly tis guy dragged me down to the dancefloor to dance w him. Thankfully, the music stopped and make used of the good chance to slip away from his sight. Lol. Finally, the lucky draw segment!! The one which everyone is waiting patiently for. The 2 return SIA hk air tix(first prize). LOL. I felt so stupid as i was holding on to my ticket so tightly as the emcee was announcing all the lucky winners. After the top prize was claimed, this colleague of mine, snatched away my tix and tore it! I was like " whey! still got private draw eh!" He just stuck out his tongue. Later, the list of the private draw winners is out and yea. I got the laz prize. LOL. He went " ur no.!! ur no.!!" All i did was juz punched him in the stomach. Den my asst manager n all scolded him for tearing my tix! LOL. As usual, after the lucky draw, majority started to leave since tml is another working day. Yes. working day. Den dey kept asking me and tis colleague to stay on to drink and he will drive us home. Luckily de other came to our rescue. LOL.

Had a difficult time waking up the next morning and yes. Having headache throughout the day. Was hoping the time will pass faster and the traders wont do so many trades so that i can rush home aft work to SLEEP. =X

Well, I guessed I hav gotten used to this kind of fast paced and stressful working life. Yes. I took months to adjust to this kind of lifestyle. How long will i take to adjust to a new environment?? *ponders. Is not the matter of time but one's mindset.

2007-12-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

Work aint that horrible for the past 1 wk. However, i can predict that this coming week is gonna be a tough week filled w OT(coz of month end closing and all). What adds to this is my boyfriend being out of town! Urghx. Nvm. I dont have any other choices but to overcome this wk by MYSELF.

Had my last bday celebration with Hi5 yesterday. As usual, CJ and I were the birthday boy and girl for the day! =P Went to marina square and yes. This yr is special. We had our cake and pressie session before our next programme. I got a shocked when i saw an island creamery box on the table. Was hoping that the birthday cake is not another mudpie! Phew.. it was a cookies and cream ice cream cake with gummies and jelly beans on top! Pretty pretty + yummy yummy!! 4 of us shared the cake and this is the first time we finished one whole cake tgt!! Yes.. i m seriously putting on so much weight now. I feel so fat and i hate it. Needa start exercising and jian fei le! After that, we went to MOUNT FABER, JEWEL BOX! Damn. Cable cars!! Nice and pretty place with the ambience! I love. =)) I wanna go dere again. Dined at THE ALTIVO BAR. As usual, we ordered few main courses and share. Had nachos for appetizers(but it was served after our main course, LOL), 3 main courses (steak, chicken and cod fish) and BEER (Hoegarden and Stella something which i have forgotten the name). The steak and cod fish were uber good! Oh, half way through, it started snowing ( of coz not the real snow flakes)!! We became like 3 yr old kids started taking lotsa lotsa photos. Just a note for melissa: is snowing in singapore too!! =P We sorta got a shocked when we asked for our bill. Gosh!! The MOST expensive birthday dinner ever!

After our dinner, we went for a short walk ard and back on the cable car. We started cam-whoring in the cable cars and taking lotsa photos. Unglam and classic pics! =) We found out one of us is the KING OF MONKEY too. LOL. Had hell lotsa fun taking hell lotsa photos. Will load it up when CJ sends it to me. =)

Once again, thanks lotsa to QI & DARLING for the wonderful day. Love ya guys lotsa.

Also, not forgetting those who have remembered my birthday and send me those well wishes. Thanks lotsa and really appreciate. Thanks thanks thanks! =))

2007-11-25T10:46:00.001+08:00

Gosh!! November is definitely an AMAZING month. Had my first 20th birthday celebration w my love yesterday! Gawd. So touched by everything you've done! Spent the whole Saturday w him. FUN FUN FUN. We went for my medical checkup and xray early in the morn which sorta ruined his initial plan. Sorry dear. According to tis guy, birthday muz be an enriching day!! So yep. We headed down to pasir ris park. The enrichment programme for the day = ying must learn how to cycle. Yes. Thanks lotsa!! Thanks lotsa for teaching this stupid gal how to cycle and thanks lotsa for ur patience under the blazing sun! I wanna go for more cycling session w ya! Thou i am still lousy but i am able to cycle a short distance eh! LOL.

After cycling, we went home to bathe and changed. Yep. Poor boy, he had to drive from the west to the east and back to the west again. Den we headed to One Fullerton Hotel for our dinner. He made a reservation for our CHOCOLATE BUFFET. Gosh. Thanks lotsa once again. Chocs chocs n more chocs!! I feel so fat NOW. Sorry i shit out all the chocs immediately after that coz my stomach was hurting darn badly. =X After that, we went for a drink. Treated him to his full pint Hoegarden. That happy boy with his BEER. Not forgetting the BIRTHDAY CAKE from ya. Gosh. Bet lotsa ppl gonna be so jealous coz i had a huge mudpie cake from Island creamery. THANKS lotsa once again for planning sucha wonderful bday for me. Sucha heaty 20th birthday. You make me S.M.I.L.E all the time.

I am blessed to have ya. Really am.

Had my bday celebration w my FAMILY today. Went to marina square Jack's Place for lunch. Yummy.

After our lunch, we went to shop! SHOP SHOP SHOP! My bro and sis bought me the watch i wanted!!(jie totally forgotten that she has gotten me a bday pressie long ago. LOL) Will post de pic after i have taken a photo of it. Thanks lotsa. Bought this pretty and unique NIKE sneakers. My daddy wanted to pay but i decided to pay it with my own money. Dont wanna him to spend even more money on me juz coz is my birthday. He has spent far too much. I am still wondering how am i gonna pay him those sum of moolahs in the future. Had a really wonderful sunday with my family. Thanks lotsa and really appreciate.

I feel like a princess once again.

Happiness is all about spending quality time with your love ones and treasuring every moment before u regret.

I wanna spend as much quality time with you guys before i leave.

2007-11-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

Met up w CJ and Darling yest!! Cj treated the gals to ice cream @ taka basement! Thank you CJ!!! Xin had her venezia and i had my asuba zabo! Whee.. love the black sesame ice cream. I am a happy girl!! Sucha sinful day coz i had ice cream and kfc 2 pcs chicken meal. Damn. FAT FAT FAt. =(((

Whee.. mid nov mid nov!!! end of nov is coming! Cj n my fav MONTH. our BDAY. Wootz!! So hav ya guys saved enuff to get us our pressie?? =X I think this yr i will be having a very boring bday. Damn. Hate it. Coz i have to work and everyone is busy. Doubt many would remember tis day. HAIZ.

Cant you believe it?? 2 more weeks. Just 2 more weeks and dec will b here!! 2 public hols and 3 leaves! Whee!!! =)))

2007-11-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

Gosh!! Busy busy wk yet again! OT for the past few days. Kept telling myself, is ok. OT=more money since i have spent so much!! Got my dream fone w my own moolahs! So proud of myself. I didnt depend on anyone to get that for me! Whee. Ying has grown up! Oh ya, my hp number has changed. so pls update ehx. =)

I have been spending so much but my wants seems to b getting more and more!! my kor was like asking me wad i wanna for my bday. Gave him a few choices n he nearly fainted on the spot.

kor: if ya wanna these for ur 20th birthday.. i cant imagine wad u are gonna ask for ur 21st. Anyway is 20th n not 21st. So pls! spoilt brat. =(

me: 21st huh. hm.. i will let u noe when i come bak from aus! LOL. =p

kor: i m not gonna spoil u further!! =((

LOL. but hey! u chose to get me the cheapest one out of the few choices i gave u ok!thou is not cheap at all. Thanks anyway! Muahahax.

Yea. i m spoilt. i m a spoilt brat.

2007-11-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

Whee! Ying is a happy gal coz she has recovered aft her long awaiting retail therapy!! Had a really bad week @ work. I seriously HATE month end to the core. OT..OT..OT. i dun mind the OT but i juz dun like to be rushed while doing OT. is like.. dere are so many things to be done within the stipulated time. How to!?! Well, i seriously wish that time will zoom past and it will b the end of december. Coz i will stop working by then! i wanna study. i really wanna study. seeing all my friends out dere studying makes me feel... HAIZ.

BAD week but w my close ones being dere for me really make me feel much better!! Esp mY FAMILY, MELVIN, HI-5, SHUYI and BRENDAN! *touched. thanks lotsa for being dere man! Skyped w lou makes me realised how much i missed her presence! ( i miss hugging u, melissa!!!!!) the remaining hi4 agreed to go retail therapy w me aft our makan sutra!! alson giving me staff disc from my no.1 retail shop which makes us save lotsa! AND xin n cj having the patience and encouraging me not to lose hope when i dun look good in all the levis jeans due to my thunder thighs! Guess the hard work paid off for staying in the changing room for more than 15-20 mins when the last piece looks GD on me! melvin waited for me w/o any complains while i was doing my OT till late. He even bot a box of BROWNIES w liang teh knowing that i will end up having sore throat aft eating those. HOW SWEET! was really touched and my heart melted at that particular moment. Definitely not coz of the brownies but the liang teh and his patience!! is the thought. the thought that counts n de surprise when i least expected it. enjoy every moment when i m w him except the unhappy times, definitely! shuyi and brendan for having lunch w me everyday noeing that i will b lunching ALONE. my family for giving me a wonderful SUNDAYS every week! when we go for running tgt and meals aft our run. the family love is juz so heartwarming!! Totally APPRECIATE.

2007-10-20T10:20:00.000+08:00

Ying is sick! *whines. Nothing much to update too. My life is all bout monday blues, work, TGIF. Finally i have receieved my ecoe after waiting for like 3 wks! I need that to process my student visa n working visa. Juz realised that i am left with 4 pathetic months to spend quality time w my family n friends. =( 4 months seems long..but.. i am busy from mon-fri due to work. So this boils down to 32 days(8 wkends per month x 4) spent w my love ones..

Dere are so many ppl i wanna catch up with but all seems so busy!! my aes track mates+ mr tok & ms phang! p4s! Datous! Sam! gene,jw,kent,chew! peng! George! my lighthouse (edward)!

Meet up soon aightx!

2007-10-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

Boring boring boring! Life is so mundane. I cant wait for Dec to come. Seriously. I am so gonna love dec so much! Coz it is gonna b my last month @ work and I can finally have my well deserve good long break before i embark on my new journey! I really wish 2007 will come to an end soon. Well, cant said that i hate the yr but at least i managed to survived 2007! Worst yr in my LIFE.

Gd news gd news! I got my 3C license! Ying is a QUALIFIED DRIVER now!! Wahoo! =)) Drove home last night from Bukit Timah all the way to Bangkit. Gosh. Was so darn stress when i was driving. Yea..coz i m darn scared that i will get involve in an accident! Still, thanks lotsa to melvin for trusting me. He is more like my GPS too. Telling me when to turn right, go straight, turn left! LOL. Have yet to hit the expressway. Dont think i shld go on expressway any time soon unless i have confident in myself.

2007-09-22T14:52:00.000+08:00

Have not been updating for sucha long time. Been really busy with work. Weekdays crawl like a tortoise and weekends fly like a superman! I hate Monday blues and I love TGIF!! =))

Got the confirmation from Uni of Melb after sending my IELTS results over. Whee.. finally i can study!! I am one step closer to my aim. Hoping to get an honours. Dont wanna waste my dad's $$ go dere juz for a degree. I am so gonna motivate myself to try my best to get an honours. I really hope tt i can..

Have yet to pay my tuition fees and settle anything yet. Waiting for brendan to get his confirmation from monash so tt we can book de same flight! De sad thing is i m going dere alone. All the ppl I know are gg monash or will b ard the caulfield area. What to do, every process needs a start and we must learn to move ALONE.

BUT..... i hate loneliness... =(((

2007-08-22T11:17:00.000+08:00

Went for a job interview on monday. Hopefully things will go well. Still waiting for their call. Well, i want this job badly. Coz of the things that i get to learn in the company. The experience will really benefit in my studies and career in the future! So..pls call me and tell me that i have been shortlisted. God, please bless me.

Had so much fun last Sat. The first class gathering for 5/1 AFTER we graduated in 2004! 3 years. It took us 3 years to sit together and crap like how we used to. Before we part, we went " ok, see ya in 5 years time!". LOL. yea.. it took us 3 years for one gathering. What bout the next? 5 years? LOL. Is so nice to have almost everyone turning up. Though there are a few people missing due to other commitments sucha work, studies, relationship! 5/1 will forever be the best class ever even though we had more diasters than triumphs! Our class sweeping the overall sec 4s and 5s champion trophies for cross-country, Sports day, road relays and 100% pass in NAPHA! Not forgetting those health talks from our PE teacher before PE lessons. Bout having a healthy diet with sufficient fibres so that your stools will float!! Stools float = healthy.wahahax. Driving our teachers nuts each day! The guys going goo-goo-ga-ga over our form teacher. I missed those days..!

I dont remember having as much fun with my class during my days in jc. Only had hell lotsa fun w hi5, da tou clique, greenie monster n fel tay! i MISS my da touS. i miss our butt-slapping and scaring-each other-in-the-toilets! KRIS, JAS AND BAO!!!date me out, you idiots.. =x

2007-08-17T11:36:00.001+08:00

update update update. Whee.. finally my IELTS test is OVER! actually..not really over yet la. Tml will b the last section! May God bless me. I have been a good girl all these while. Well.. came out of the examination hall with no confident! Coz of the darn essay. everything was fine..till.. the essay. =(( Well.. hopefully my craps do make sense and allow me to pass juz like how i crap for my A levels econs. =(( writing of the report was kinda ok. Pray hard for me ppl. Yea.. i dun deny that the essay is all bout luck! Coz u will never know what kind of topic you will b tested on. Got to noe this AJ gal while we were waiting for our test to commence. We talked lotsa and she is gonna study medicine.. but too bad.. she is going monash!! so cool.. future doctor! Haiz.. seems like many ppl are heading to monash. =( Sometimes, come to think of it.. i feel as though i m sucha failure. Ppl studying abroad are those pursuing degrees in medicine, dentistry, law.. what bout me? a degree in commerce!?! Such a failure.. cant even get into a local uni for business.

Work work work.. been looking for a job high and low.. LOTSA THANKS TO CHRISTINE TAN, SWEET! hahax..but sorry..i turn down the comex interview.. coz is all the way to UBI!!! still, realli appreciate and thanks lotsa. Monday got another interview. Hopefully things go well as i think this is the job tt is gonna let me learn lotsa before i fly to australia!

Random: if you do hav friends gg to melb for studies..or already dere.. do tell me k? thanks lotsa. Greatly appreciate ur effort! =)

2007-07-31T17:02:00.000+08:00

I wanna a bedroom like this!!!

ooox.. check tis out toox. He is super cool!!! i mean his skills!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8

2007-07-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

I havent been doing anything productive lately!! Tried my best to sit down n study but I simply juz dun hav the disciplined. No longer can sit infront of my table n study for HOURS! Haiz.. wad a disappointment. I m realli trying my best. HAIZ. Where can i find my source of motivation?? God please help me. Guide me thru tis. 16 Aug is the day.

2007-07-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

Been rather busy lately. Have been staying at home to study and prepare myself for my upcoming test. This test is darn important to me and i have to do well. Guess.. i am so gonna control myself by not logging into msn so often. I will end up chatting! I will practice SELF-DISCIPLINE! What to do. Is a conditional offer from Uni of melb. =( Paid $300 for tt darn test. better make my money worth it!

I am so blessed that aster, greenie and my couz are in melbourne!! The sad thing is Greenie and Aster are not staying in the city. If not things will b much simpler. Have yet to settle my accommodation. Not gonna bother bout it for the time being. I wanna concentrate on my test first. Step by step ehx.

Hahax.. i think i failed terribly in learning how to cook! Only noe how to cook macroni w soup w my mom demonstrating. SIMPLE! throw everything into the pot! LOL. Haiz.. i will try my best to b serious in cooking ehx!! I wanna learn how to cook my mom's fried rice!!! if not i will end up drinking campbell soup and maggi mee's soup w/o eating the noodles. =S

I really hope and pray hard tt u r able to take leave in feb to go w me.

2007-07-08T12:14:00.000+08:00

Dinner @ North Border Bar & Grill (Rochester Park)

Pretty and sexy bday gal!! *muackz

Organisers of the day :

100% sincerity from melvin n ying. We queued for 3HOURS okayx.. =)) Doughnuts factory!

Sexist...

Group Pics:

Haiz..nice pic but blurred.. =(

Desserts of the night.. Sweetx!!

2007-07-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

I finally understood how lou felt. When I read the letter, I wasnt feeling happy at all. The only word tt can described how i felt is relieved. However, I needa sit for de English test. =(( Greenie took the test too and she told me it is easy. BUT.. as usual.. i have no confident. I am so gonna prepare and do well for that test. I could still remember how hard i prayed for my alternative to fall in place after my plan A failed. Now.. i m not even happy at all. Yea.. scold me.. how dumb.
Was very surprised by my Daddy's reaction when i came home from tuition. Yes.. he has read the letter. He was so happy for me and he even congratulate me. I was kinda taken aback by his reaction. He even said, " now u need not worry so much anymore". Hahx. Was kinda touched tt he knew how i felt for past few months. I didnt know he would give me his 100% support. On the other hand, i am kinda worried bout the burden tt he is gonna carry next. Financial burden. Haiz.. I don't want my family members to b victimised cause of my education. So, had a talked with my daddy juz now. Thanks for assuring me tt everything is fine. Just dont lie to me for the sake of not making me worried. Coz i dun wanna feel guilty for the rest of my life. I dun wanna be so unfair to everyone.
Guess i am gonna b real busy soon, as dere are so many procedures to be done for the acceptance of the offer. My mum kept nagging that i have to start learning how to cook, do the laundry and clean the house! I have to work too. To earn and save those miserable moolahs.

Haiz.. think of it, i m left with 7 months.. how things will go? i dunno. will our relationship be at stake? i do not noe. I seriously hope tt everything will work out fine.. =(

2007-06-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

jun 27.. the day has finally arrived n past. Nope.. i have yet to receive any NTU letter. I guess the ans is straightforward bahx. The online acceptance for the second batch closes on jun 27. So.. it doesnt matter even if i rec aft jun 27 rite?? i bet it is gonna b another rejection letter! Damn.. didnt feel really sad. More disappointed than sad. This is the reality bahx.

Received email from IDP after calling to check my application status. "They have received your application and we will be hearing from them soon". This is my one and only chance left. Everyone telling me that uni of melb will definitely accept me coz of my results.. haiz.. I dun wanna think much and pls dun give me all those confidence. I dun wanna it to b crashed again. Once.. twice.. i had enuff of all these rejections.. juz give me an acceptance letter for once. =((

I seriously hate 2007. this is the worst yr ever. Idling my LIFE away! haven been doing anything tt i am proud of besides gaining experiences in the working world and passing my knowledge to my tutee! i dun wanna lead this kind of life( wasting my time and idling). I am sick of waiting and all. I NEED A JOB.

The most demoralising thing is when everyone is participating in uni camps, attending uni while u r out dere working. YUCKS.

2007-06-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

Life has been stagnant. Awaiting for jun 27 coz is the laz day NTU will be sending out de letters. Waiting patiently for my melbourne letter toox.. Guess.. i will receive it within these 3 wks (as de uni of melb office in sg is close from jun18-jun29)??

Had been gg out for de past few days and i m so sick of stepping outta my house for the time-being. mayb i m mentally n physically drained bahx. *shrugs* Went shopping wif darling on thurs. i bot this pretty tube dress and flats. Darling bot aladdin-look-alike-pants(she looks cute in it) n heels. She is darn hilarious la. She is suppose to buy tops instead as she has far too many bottoms.Nvm..tis gives her the reason to hav more shopping trips. Hahax.. will accompany her for her shopping trip when she comes back from her uni camp. Anyway, i saw this pretty trenchcoat from mango. is cheap and nice! Darling told me to get it so tt i can use it in australia but decided not to as i still have not rec NTU letter. =(
Out dating wif my boy on fri. went back to sch w him to collect his cert and headed down to vivo to collect his shirt. i love his shirt!!! coz i chose it. hahax. yes..vivo is ying's most hated place but her bf's fav place! lol. we went to grabbed some quick bites coz he was hungry as we didnt hav our lunch. queued up for the vinco doughnuts. it tasted juz like normal doughnuts. nothing special. i m sorry it is de truth! Redeemed my FREE dinner(supposedly lunch) too coz i won de bet. =)) headed down to clarke quay for our dinner. felt so guilty as de dinner was kinda ex due to de stupid service charge! 10% some more. 10% makes a big diff ok. wanted to pay 1/2 1/2 as i fekt is kinda unfair but he wouldnt accept it. Wonder how much will singaporeans be affected when jul comes. 7% GST. COL in singapore is darn high la. luckily i have finished my shopping..so wont be paying tt few extra GST which i feel tt is so not worth it. wahahax.
Had badminton session wif hi5(minus lou as she was working) and bf on sat! it was super fun. how i wish we can do tt often but the fact is.. how many army guys out dere r willing to burn their wkend doing sports n tiring themselves out? de hi 5 had sleepover at lou's place. cj n i went to island creamery to kill the time while waiting for lou. had ice-cream. FATTENING.=(
we watched scary movie 3 while waiting for darling n qi to come as dey went for their class gathering. aft scary movie, we watched a moment to remember. Stupid qi. He went to slp as he felt tt de show was not worth watching. lou fell asleep soon aft. Stupid lou! =x A moment to remember is a super nice movie ok! i dun mind watching it over again. den aft tt watched cj's dance show.. dunno wad is the title. aft awhile, i needed to turn in as my eyelids were so heavy. yea stupid ying. for being de next one to slp. lol. *sorry cj* he muz b kinda disappointed as we were supposed to watch tt movie together.

2007-06-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Ying is de "Best"! Got into an accident during her practical training. How "cool" can tt be? Getting involved in an accident when i haven even get TP Licence. Everyone must b thinking that is my fault right? Coz i m still a learner. Well.. tis VAN bang into my "backside" while i was driving!! Everything happened in a split sec. Gosh. I still dunno how tt can happen. I can seriously say that i wasnt in any fault. Coz (1) i was on this new road wif UBER LIGHT traffic. Hardly any cars. (2) i was driving on the EXTREME LEFT LANE. (3) my instructor and i have ensured tt it is safe to drive off. (4) there isnt any car behind me. the road behind was CLEAR. (5) there isnt ANY TRAFFIC LIGHTS. (6) i was travelling at gear 3 speed and about to change to gear 4.. *BANG!

How great can tt be?? de impact was huge! my spine hurts at the moment ( it still hurts now) and my instructor felt pain @ his ribcage. The car was dented quite badly but the VAN doesnt have a single scratch!! wad made the matter worse was the driver! he juz stayed in de car n wouldnt take the initiative to come out of the car. My instructor had to asked him out. He looked darn eerie and suspicious! Reason he gave my instructor was that he wound down de window n dust flew into his eyes! For goodness sake! wad crap is tt. u r wearing specs sir! he didnt even apologise yet he glared at me!

only 5 mins aft the start of the lesson. everything juz happened. instructor took over n drove back to bbdc w dat stupid driver! Haiz!! I guess no.20 is not a good no. for me.. today is the 20th. my car no. is 20. =( no. 20 sucks!

jennyang called me aft my driving n got to noe bout it. we decided to buy 4D of my instructor's car plate no. 5562. Haiz.. no beginners luck. consolation prize :6552!!! WTH. Totally not my DAY!!

the accident has became the topic of de DAY. after my lesson, when we came bak to bbdc.. de instructors were all toking bout it and some even crowd ard de car my inst and i were in asking whether are we ok n all. Urghx. Embarrassed!!!

2007-06-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

05S09 ( not everyone attended) @ Ms Lee & Mr Yap's Place

how much have we changed?

2007-06-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

I had so much fun yesterday wif the usual peepz. the HI5! We went to the Minds cafe. I love the place. Love the games we played!

Tis wk gonna be a busy wk for me. my whole week is packed! Cant book any driving slots. Hopefully i can find 1 on Tues. Coz i m only free on that day.
Mon- badminton! (gene, jw, jk)
Tues - driving! (hopefully can get the slot)
- tuition!
Wed - Blading and Shrek 3! (gene, jw, jk)
Thurs - tuition!
- shopping w bf!
Fri - shopping w darling!
Sat - 05so9 gathering @ ms lee's place!
- hi5 outing!
Sun - Fathers' Day!
Hopefully it will b a fulfilling week! =)

Anyway, i m still waiting for my dearest lou for my pretty blogskin. Lol. =X

2007-06-07T13:29:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong with blogger or is it juz my com?? Been slacking or rather rotting for darn long liao. I wanna work. I need more moolahs in my bank!! Cant possibly bear to see my acc depleting or remaining stagnant (although most of the time it is depleting). I dun wanna work as admin anymore. Sick of admin jobs. De only job i m dependent on now is giving tuition. So.. i need more tutees!! KRIS DID U SEE THIS. I NEED UR HELP. lol. I dun mind pri sch kids. Dun worry, i will handle dem wif care! Wont torture dem even if dey r pain in de ass at times.
I enjoy the sense of achievement when dey r able to answer those questions by themselves. What makes me smile is the improvement in their grades. Coz tis proves that i aint spoiling these lil ones future.

I wanna go shoppping! BUT.. my kor's bday coming. 21st birthday. Which means.. he can get wadever he wishes for (provided we can afford)! I have to save money for his bday pressie n cake! Demanding so much esp for his bday cake!! I am sure i gonna demand MORE on my 21st birthday! =P i cant wait for nov 27 2008. That will be the DAY manx. lol!!! Sadly, i may not be in sg by then. Nvm.. be optimistic ehx.

Was reading the newspaper jus now. Love the forum section so much for the time being! hahax. Somtimes, it juz make me feel like writing in esp during this period. Lotsa on the uni admission matters. Just realised, NUS doesnt take S papers into consideration! " The admission score comprises the best 3 A-level subjects, GP, PW and MT. "S" papers or 4th subjects are not considered". WHAT THE HELL. Den wad are "S" papers for?? Not an advantage to getting a place in the uni besides for the scholarship? Whats de point of studying so hard?? Moreover, why give the students the wrong perceptions in the first place!? CMI. No wonder so many people are turning to overseas universities. Serious talents-outflow! I have witnessed that myself. The students dere are mostly uni rejects. Their results are not considered BAD afterall. With their results, dey could easily get a place in local uni if it was laz yr. I have heard of ppl with ABC,c6 studying in ACCOUNTANCY in local uni for the 2006/2007 batch. What bout this yr!?! just becoz of the dragon batch?

Disappointment.

2007-06-05T17:19:00.000+08:00

my arm n butt are aching!! Had so much fun yesterday. Played badminton with de usual sports khakis (gene, jw n jk). Dey claimed that i play badminton with tennis style!! Cannot blame mahx.. anyway..i am falling in love with badminton. Thanks to master ng (huayu cool!) for teaching me some skills huhx! lol. i wanna MORE badminton sessions and cant wait for our blading session next week!!

Went for driving juz now.. haiz.. think my 8 characters clashed with this particular instructor's. I think he got something against me la!! Every single lesson with him, he will definitely pick on me! Cant be my driving skills that horrendous wad.. other instructors didnt complain yet he complains so much!! haiz.. whenever i see his name on my paper.. i noe tt it is not gonna be any lesson i will look forward to.

2007-06-04T13:19:00.001+08:00

Finally. I have made a decision that changes my fate n my future! =) I am feeling uber relieved now. Happy too. Called up ntu today to cancel my appeal. Okok.. relax..no jaws-dropping moments k. I cancelled my appeal so that i can appeal for wad i truly want. Yea.. i finally made up my mind to fight for what i have always wanted. NTU BUSINESS. Wahoo! i am on cloud nine. Well, in fact, i m so looking forward to receive letter from NTU. Be it rejection or acceptance, i will b happy to receive it. Coz at least, i did fight for it. Even if i have to end up going to australia, i will go in peace too although i seriously think tt i shld be given a chance to pursue my studies in sg.

Yea.. bout the australia, went to apply for my sch on sat wif my parents. De representatives said i have a high chance of getting a place for commerce in uni of melbourne. Juz needa wait for 4-6 weeks for dem to process it. Hopefully i am able to receive good news from both schools.

Really appreciate those who have stood by me during this period. Constantly encouraging me not to give up any hope and helping me. Really touched and appreciate.

2007-05-31T12:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz..i think i have made the biggest mistake in my life. Feel like crying but i noe..crying over spilt milk not gonna help. Not even a bit. Guess i am really fated to go. I really didnt want this happen. I should have appealed and fight for wad i really want even if i noe the chances will b very slim. Even so, by the end of the day, no matter wad the results will be, i will still be able to smile and admit tt i have no regret as i have fight for wad i wan. Now.. haiz.. Shucks shucks shucks.. Screwed up.

2007-05-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

i PASS!! PASSED my final theory test.. lil closer to my license! =))

2007-05-19T10:32:00.000+08:00

Life has been miserable for me. I am in so much pain! Went for my minor surgery to extract my wisdom tooth on thurs. Yea.. i can totally agree tt i m not brave, i am so darn afraid of pain!! How dumb.. i cried during de surgery. 2 nurses needa kinda hold me down n "coax" me during de whole session as i couldnt see anything but could only felt de pressure tt as though my lower jaw is gonna get dislocated anytime! i felt so dumb for crying can..when my dentist is so darn handsome!! i mean there is no link here..but hello..crying in front of my dentist is so embarrassing! Throughout de whole session..he would ask me, " yinghuey are u ok?"
Looking at my reflection.. i think tt i look W.E.I.R.D.. imagine ying's face..ballooned on de right side. totally DISGUSTING. hopefully de swell will go down SOON. i want it asap. =(( Well.. i will make sure tis is gonna b my laz time. Dun wish to go thru anymore pain. Urghx. By the way, if anyone wanna rob me..i think i will end up telling de robbers off! what for taking away my cash n all..if wanna rob..juz rob my teeth manx.. dey worth much more den wad i have in hand!

Haiz..dey worth a million..no no..i mean thousands.. my pearlies are my treasures! =

2007-05-15T11:53:00.001+08:00

check this out.. kinda touching. Recommended by gene, jian wei n jin kai. =))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U9_-1A4647M

2007-05-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! Love my mummy to bitz!! *mmuaackkz

My family decided to celebrate mummy's day today instead. Went to this jap restaurant SUN WITH MOON. It totally rawkz. De food and de desserts. Oh man.. i m so gonna go back dere for more desserts!! yummilicious! Sweetx!! The service there.. thumbs-up! Aint a bad choice after all. =))

i wanna buy pretty pretty heels!! my black heels gonna die on me SOON. needa find one to replace it before it dies on me.

Check tis out..

November:
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Nov babies are GgRrEeAaTt Alrite!! lolx. =))

2007-05-04T10:49:00.000+08:00

life is so boring.. went out wif my dearest mummy yesterday!! Saw quite a few nice clothes and yes!! i am able to resist temptation!! didnt spend any kaching kaching. Hahahx. Psychoed myself dat i no longer have any income. so de "outcome" muz be controlled or rather..cannot spend more den my month allowance when my monthly allowance for now is kinda pathetic. =( i wanna start looking for a job again. on the other hand..i m sick n tired of working!! Also, if i start working again, my driving has to be put on hold AGAIN. i dun wanna dat to happen. haiz.. getting a liscence is juz so difficult! need lotsa commitments toox.
Went to de dental yest toox. Not bout my braces/retainers this time round. Went for consultation for my wisdom tooth which is causing lotsa inconveniences. Woahx.. didnt noe my dentist is so handsome!!quite young toox. =X Wahaha. Guess all my dentists are handsome huhx..or i have a thing for dentists?? =X Well.. i needa go for a minor surgery to extract my wisdom tooth and tt cost a bomb!! didnt noe such tooth worth so much. mayb coz mine is filled wif wisdom! my dad's eyes nearly popped out when i told him de price and dey started complaining dat my teeth is worth thosands manx! all de $$ goes to my teeth. Haiz.

2007-05-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

I am not working anymore!!Whee. F.R.E.E.D.O.M!! haha..can wake up late n all. I m not working yet it seems tt my schedule is packed as usual. well..mayb things will get better next wk. i wanna resume my driving lessons! Havent been attending any lessons for more den a month! Now i can book all de non-peak sessions i wanna n help my daddy save those innocent $$. I feel de pinch whenever i top up de $$ can. What an investment!
So now whoever wanna go out can call me kx! I wanna go shopping but is better to wait till de singapore sales ehx..which is in few more wks. Ironically, i wanna save money toox. save money for my hp(coz i hav downgraded to an army fone)..save money for my overseas trip.
Bad news, i have yet to receive any letters for any uni!! This is really killing me. Seems like quite a number has gotten de letters. Pls pls pls.. i wanna get into my biz in NTU.

2007-04-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

Back.. yea. Falling sick again pretty soon. I can see that coming.. =(( Damn.. I just finished my whole course of medicine n i m so sure that i m gonna visit de doc pretty soon again. This is de first time i felt tt drinking as much water doesnt help!

Well, feeling kinda depressed for de past few days.. or rather a wk liaox. No. I am not falling into de trap of depression, for goodness. Just feel that it aint a gd wk for me at all. Sometimes, i juz wanna stay out late. I have always been thinking dat home is a place where u can relax n all. Now.. to me.. i juz wanna stay out late everyday. When i reach home, bathe n juz slp! Damn sick n tired of all the things happening bak home n ppl throwing "tantrums" for no blardy reasons! Or rather, venting anger on me! Thought we are FAMILY? what is de meaning of FAMILY?? this word seems to lose its meaning in my life! I NO LONGER UNDERSTAND THE MEANING TO IT. all i can say tt it is DISGUSTING!

So ppl, try not to step on my tail! An emo n sensitive period for me. Not having pms for goodness sake.

I am so darn worried for my future can. Will SMU accepts me after tt interview?? =( will i receive a call/letter of acceptance from NTU???

How i wish someone out dere can juz give me a hug. A long and comforting hug. I seriously swear by hugs! =((

2007-04-15T19:36:00.000+08:00

i am sick once again!! urghx.. i m always falling ill due to my throat or anything related till i get a throat infection!! Always de same old prob. Went to de doc juz now as de pain was unbearable. Cant chew my food due to de swollen gum. Was given one day of mc tml coz my gum infection has affected my throat.. urghx!! is darn painful can. Oh..for ur info, this gum infection doesnt mean i dun brush my teeth or i m dirty or wadsoever k. is due to my wisdom tooth being covered by my gum. yepx.. and resulted in my gum to swell. Now my gum n throat is uber pain. Hopefully de pain will subside by tml coz i cant speak properly now. i dun wanna get any indigestion too due to swallowing my food without chewing it down into smaller pieces for de past few days!!
Guess i shall be optimistic, this can help me go on a diet since i badly want to slim down!

Spent a bomb on my esprit bag yest. hm.. think is worth it bahx.. coz i love de bag to de core. moreover, i can use de bag for my uni, casual, training and even travelling! yea..now u guess now how big de bag ritex.Well.. at least i didnt spend any amt on clothes for de past 2 wks! Have controlled myself aightx and been saving up quite alot. =))

2007-04-01T14:18:00.000+08:00

Blogging time! =) haven been touching my com lately. Just came bak from family lunch out at jack's place! I juz love having family outing. Mayb i m deprived of it coz i hav to many commitments. I missed those times when my family used to go out every week together. That was so many years ago! when we were v young. When my dad was still driving. I missed those times when we go to de zoo, botanical gardens, bird park, marina south to fly kite, etc.. I love my family! =)) How i wish i can b a kid all over again and enjoy all these..

Fly away. Thats all i wanna do.

Lotsa things have happened. I cant see it anymore. All i can see is that. Everything else seems invisible. Urghx.

2007-03-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy. Been a uber busy week. Mon-Thurs reached home bout 10 plus. By fri..i m almost drained out. Physically and mentally. Dats why i make it a point to go back home immediately aft work every FRI. I need a break toox. I am not a robot. However, if we planned out our weekly schedule and make ourselves busy, de week seems to pass like nobody's business! i know is kinda contradicting..but yea..

I so wanna go on a holiday!! I seriously need a break. I m so tired of lotsa things. I juz needa breathe in a diff air and find a place where i can juz relax. I wanna go Tasmania. Too EX. I dun hav de kaching kaching to fly dere n enjoy. =(( My bank acc is depleting. That is really bad. Thats y i made a promise to myself n darling tt i m so gonna STOP my all-time-favourite-shopping for 1.5 months!! yea.. 1.5 months gonna b darn long. but i will CONTROL and RESIST de temptation.

Maybe i shld find an alt. Taiwan??HK??gonna start SAVING for my hols and hp..
Ooox..gd news gd news!!

Ying is no longer de braces gal!! no more braces. no more "leftovers". no more breaking of my colour modules. no more pain. Perfect and beautiful straight teeth dats all i have in my mouth now!! =)) i can EAT anything i wanna now!wahaha! Darling shld b darn honoured k..coz she is de FIRST person to see me w/o my braces. =))

2007-03-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

Passed my basic theory test! One step closer to getting my liscence ( still got many steps man)!! lol. think too much huh. hey..now i got driving liscence k! lol. No la. PDL onli. cheap thrill. Special thanks to melv for de luck! He came to pick me up and we went for our dinner. Thanks lotsa for giving me de confi. =))

Starting work on fri instead of tml. so booked my 2nd practical lesson. Yea. trying to chiong coz my schedule gonna be uber pack from next week onwards. Work, tuition, bbdc, and running. yea. gonna slot in running into my weekly prog! =)) From next week onwards. Lol. back to my running. wahoo. keeping fit and i wanna gain back my stamina. Also, darn fat now. so needa shed off those flabs. So tis means tt i cant go out often liao. or rather if i m out, i needa be home early coz need ample rest.

Hope tml prac lesson will be fun. no more stalling of engine!! lol. had enuff of it. gonna prove it to de instructor i can manx. lol.

Sometimes i felt as though my presence has been taken for granted. i dunno. haiz.

2007-03-14T14:05:00.000+08:00

Music and Lyrics- highly recommended by ying. Hugh Grant got a sexy ass manx! =P

2007-03-12T10:18:00.000+08:00

Been to both NTU and SMU open houses. Hope to gain some enlightenment from dere but i think i m more confused now. Dere are so many doors open for us but it seems like i could only see de "business" door? Well, business will definitely be my choice. Still, everyone needs to have Plan B. Moreover, my results aint tt good compared to the rest of de ppl who are gonna apply for de same course. Worst of all, i cant come out wif any Plan B.

Went to de economic booths in both sch. Chatted wif de undergrads. It seems like i will b throwing myself into some shit if i take econs as my second choice. Suffered and was closed to surrendering while preparing for my econs during de jc days. Also, undergrads economics will b so much in depth and all. I think i m not up for it. I dun wanna regret making the wrong choice. I noe nothing can be smooth-sailing in life. So by making ur life much easier, wont it better to choose something which ya have interest in?? wad bout de chances of getting in?? which is more impt??

Tot of accountancy as my 2nd choice for both schools but seriously tt will b UBER stupid and dumb! who on earth (besides me) will put business b4 accountancy!? whad will b de other courses that will suit me??

Haiz.. i dunno. i need help.

2007-03-10T09:02:00.000+08:00

09 Mar 2007. Last day of work for me. Coz my contract has ended! =) woohoo. worked till 4pm!yea coz was clearing my leave!Gonna start working in another environment next thurs. Well, my supervisor wanted to extend my contract wif pay increment. However, where got ppl wanna extend contract will tell ya on ur laz day de? Of coz dere will b some advance notification rite? So i rejected coz i found another job and ended up, he was kinda pointing de fault at me tt i didnt inform him earlier and all, making me feel darn guilty and all. WTH. "A" heard our conversation and when we left for lunch, he told me actually it wasnt my fault at all. Coz de prob is i told him 1 wk ago! Nvm. alreadi gone. I am so gonna miss "A" can. He really took great care of me throughout this 3 months la. Had my "last" meal wif him yesterday. Went to the new central mall juz next to our office. He treated me to Billy Bomber's and we took de best view! Wootx! We promised to meet up on his laz day of work and its my turn to treat him! Oh ya, saw Quin. She was working and she slims down lotsa can!! i wanna be like her. She is so darn cute now. =))

Met up wif my AES class clique and buddies(Chew, gene, jian wei and kent) after work. Had a blast. Totally. Enjoyed myself to de core. dey never fails to make me LAUGH. kent came to central mall to pick me up coz he drove out from msia. den we were suppose to meet de rest at 7:30 at marina sq. Ended up, kent and i were waiting for de rest for darn long can. Yea..i was losing my patience and all. Luckily kent told me lotsa crap and we went ard for window shopping, toking bout korean dramas, and queued up for sakae sushi. my gosh!! Gene got his liscence!!! Congrats, boy. SO unfair. i wanna get my liscence soon too. den can drive my frens out. after dinner, chew came and we walked ard den decided to go bukit timah prata shop dere to chill. 2 cars + 5 ppl. so ended up, chew n i took kent's car. JW wif his gay partner, gene. Gene totally missed out de fun we had. coz he left early. after a while, kent drove us back. He is seriously a dangerous driver can!! i can fly from one end of de car to de other. Imagine me sitting on his bike de next time he ride out to sg. Gosh.. i so wanna sit but on de other hand, i dun wanna FLY out. Totally had a blast yest. I LOVE DEM ALL. u guys rawk my life and noe me far too well. which is not good kx. =X

2007-03-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

Woohoo. My 3 months contract ending on friday! Supposedly Sat, since i m taking off on tt day, Friday will b my laz day. Woahx..3 months have passed. darn fast. Cant believe my contract is ending in juz less den a week. This last week seem to be uber slack for me. mon n tues afternoon shift which means i onli needa work for less den usual office hours. Currently at home due to 2 days MC. yea. i m sick. so it seems like i m ending my contract wif MCs and clearing leave. How slack! Dun give me de dirty look aightx. I didnt fall sick on purpose. it juz hit me 2 days ago.
Heard from A that my supervisor is thinking of extending my contract wif pay increment. Hm.. afterall, he finally finds me useful, huh! Lol. But after 3 months of miserable pay and hard work, i dunno whether i wanna continue. Most prob not coz darling has offered me a better job. Thanks lotsa darling. But de lady has not call me yet. Anyway, even if she called i cant tok on de fone toox. As usual, throat infection and flu. Lost my voice. been stuck wif sexy voice for 3 days!! =(
I so wanna get that k800i. cant get it any sooner coz of my mobile plan. onli 15 mths. 4 more months to go. HELP!! Guess i'll juz have to drop tt idea of getting tt fone. Urghx..by den.. will i still wan tt fone?
I wanna go shopping. anyone?? need new clothes. putting on weight. FAT! =x

2007-03-05T10:06:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Sensitive and emo period for ying. Yes. i tend to get irritated easily nowadays. Dats de reason why i juz wanna b ALONE so that i wont affect anyone. i seriously need tons n millions of hugs. i swear by hugs. Well.. i have come a long way. A long long way. De effort i have put in and all. I know everything happens for a reason. Those who toked to me said dat dey understand how i feel and all. Seriously deep down, i doubt u guys really understand. Sometimes, i juz wanna keep things to myself.

My aim, my dream, my wish. It seems to b getting further n further away from me. So near yet so far.

Everyone asking me not to give up. I noe i WONT give up. However, de feeling totally sucks when i try to be optimistic bout my future and my entrance to de faculty i realli wanna pursue in, den something will juz pull me back.

Still, my perserverence for my aim, my dream and my wish still holds coz i strongly believe dat the ultimate winner by de end of the day is those who have a strong willpower and able to prove to the world tt he/she can. There's a will, there's a way.
So.. ppl, dun GIVE UP. go, go fighting k!

Once, i asked my track tcher whether will i regret taking a different path from those ppl who are like me. Coz i knew that i m throwing myself into some shit. His reply was, " you'll only noe it when de day comes. always remember that what ever choices you make, NO FEAR NO REGRET." And finally today, i have de answer.

2007-02-04T10:12:00.000+08:00

As usual, my friday was GREAT! =)) Gave my 2nd tutorial. It was so much better than de first. Mayb coz dere's no one breathing down my neck, stressing me. =)) thinking of moving towards the teaching path as my backup. if u noticed, is backup. coz i wanna go into better faculty in the Uni. Still, gonna pray hard that my A level results will b good. Pls.pls.pls.ppl, pray hard for me kx?? keep me in ur prayers! thankx.

Daddy's back tis morn!!! bet my darling gonna be so so so darn happy! she kept toking bout it laz nite. I could still rmb de day he left town. I was so darn darn sad la. =( Now, he is back! Well, sometimes we will tend to take our loved ones' presence for granted! i will try my best and keep reminding myself not to take my family for granted. Mayb i m so used to being pampered back home. being de "princess", de "Spoilt child" which some of my frens named me. but hey! i am NOT kx! i aint any spoilt child!! i cant wait for de day my whole fam gonna take family shoots tgt. Still waiting coz my daddy and sis are so darn busy wif their work!

my daddy bot my sis de gucci envy me 2 perfume from DFS! so unfair!! ok..i cant complain coz he bot for me when we came back from korea. =)) BUT my sis got de bigger version!! aiya, only feel ml different ma. ritex ritex? lol. tts her bday pressie from my daddy la. he also bot smth for my darling!!coz she gt him to buy. BEER!! (darling, make sure u're reading tis!!)
if only my bday is now. mayb he can get me a K800I hp. lol!!! Nah.. told myself, if i wanna get a new hp, i m so gonna use my OWN $$.

i m so broke. guess my new hp muz b on my pending list for de time being. cant get it any sooner. coz coz.. of some stuff la. i m so gonna contd wif my saving plan. lol! spending is ez..but saving is so darn difficult! =(

2007-01-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

Thank God is FRIDAY!!!! I am so gonna look forward to every friday! not coz is de end of de week but coz i adore working on friday. i m getting v used to the working environment. which is a v good thing. =)) Enjoy working on friday coz thats de only day i can stay out of de office for 2-3h!! =)) yepx.NO staring into de com, doing data entry, paper cuts n all. all these are juz so tiring and it worsen my eyesight! My daily dosage will be de students' smile and their daily routine of popping by into de office to hav a quick chat wif me.
i am so happy today. my supervisor offered to let me help A in giving tuition to de weaker students! i love teaching ppl in small grp. the feeling you get when de kids are inspired and motivated by u is juz so great. =)) is a big achievement, ok! getting recognition from de supervisor and able to inspire de kids n motivate dem. tis shows that i aint a lousy employee afterall huh!? i caught my 2nd "fish" tdy! woahx. yes..it aint ez being a fishmonger!
CJ and Qi will be booking out!! cant wait to see dem and my darling tis SUN! =))

2007-01-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday VIVIEN!!! i aint sure whether will ya b reading this. i doubt so.but still wanna wish ya a happy birthday. Congratulations. Someone is an adult now. can watch R21 shows. lol. i seriously wanna b dere tonite. but i cant reach dere any earlier b4 10:15. was told dat ya having exams de next day toox. of coz ya need to hav ample rest. so i dun think i will b gg down coz yea, dun wanna hold u guys up and make u guys wait for me toox. its kinda unfair. still, enjoy urself tdy n happy happy bday.=))

2007-01-21T09:10:00.000+08:00

Sunday!! i hate it. time passes so fast! how i wish it can be a sat instead of sun! thats de con of working 5 1/2 days!!=( my sat is GONE. i so wanna stay home to hibernate yet contradicting, i wanna meet up wif myDARLING! Been a BUSY week for me. Cant believe i m dat busy n i m getting used to my work n my supervisor. Learn how to take n go n accept one' s flaws. Afterall, we are working for someone. so juz do the things in his way. Never bite the hand that is feeding ya, yea. =)

Teaching: Gave my first tutorial to de students on friday. Thanks to darling n melv for the encouragement and asking me to hav confident in myself. Well, mayb i have high expectation of myself and low confidence, thats y de after effect from giving de tutorial was horrible. almost burst out crying coz i think tt i m not good enuff.=(
Admin: Getting very used to my job now. i can finish my work much faster than last time which means, i am left wif more free time! is not a gd thing kx. with more free time = higher tendency to slack and do nothing = time passes more slowly = higher possibility of getting caught by my supervisor for slacking = this sux. i rather he throw me all de admin stuff to do(but not jabalang work la) than doing nothing.

Went out wif s09 on fri. supposedly a class gathering. the response aint v gd coz ended up wif 6 ppl!! i mis greenie la!!! i mis my monster.

Meeting up wif darling later(which means i can get my huggies!!) and we are gonna sign up at bbdc! whee.. =)) after tt will b SHOPPING. i cant wait to shop till i DROP. i miss shopping. i realised my shopping list getting longer day by day. there are so many things i wanna buy. Financial constriant la. so anyone kind enuff to donate to yings-shopping-fund??Please. do a kind deed kx. i am trying my best to save $$ for darling's surprise(i noe she wont be reading this) and other stuff. not only for my own satisfaction of material wants kx!! i m not so inconsiderate.=))

lou gg hongkong soon! so good. go dere mai tong xi chi tong xi. my fam is considering of gg dere in mar/apr. hope everything will b confirmed. coz i wanna go hk!! i wanna go disneyland!! i wanna go shopping!! =))

2007-01-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

Life is such a bore. work work and work. Yes, i totally miss my sch life!! i rather be in sch than working.=( well, part and parcel of life. Work is getting much better, no longer as bad as in de past. Time seems to past faster whenever i m in de office toox. =)
Darling called me jus now! i MISS her so much. toking to her on de fone juz make me smile. Cant wait to see her soon!! cant wait for her hugs too!! =)) Thanks darling for being dere for me. Paranoia sets in but yea.. thanks for assuring me and all. thanks for listening to my prob toox. wad can i say? I LOVE YA TO BITS DARLING! =))

2007-01-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

Urghx. i m so freaking pissed! yes, we were at fault for leaving 15 mins earlier! But i juz dun understand why some ppl's brain can be so small till de words "pea brain" cannot be used to describe bout HIS brain!?! Asshole! if you come to a place where de door is locked, de "closed" sign is up and all de lights are off. it means CLOSED. NO ONE IS IN DE OFFICE. so wads de point of calling de office no.!?! you think de door will juz open when u call!? ASSHOLE! seriously! coz of ur blardy call, you got both of us into SHIT! i cant deny we are at fault too. hello, it was raining heavily, we waited for calls but dere aint any calls and no one walked in. in addition, we finished our work! how de hell would we noe tt u will juz walk in 5 MINS b4 6!?! urghx. cant blieve u will b dat dumb to call us up when de office is closed. for goodness sake! well, juz face de consequences bahx. =(
RAARX!

2006-12-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh. The following is so so so TRUE.
Name: ying November 27 1987 10:47 PM Time Zone is AWST Singapore, SING

Rising Sign is in 29 Degrees Cancer
Very sensitive by nature, you prefer to be in your own familiar surroundings. Cautious and conservative, you make changes in your life only very slowly, if at all. You do not open up easily to strangers. Friendships are made for life, however -- once given, your trust is forever. Your mother, your home as a child and your early family life in general are very important to you. You are also very sentimental. When you feel self- confident, you are gentle, giving and protective of the needs of others. But when you feel insecure or threatened, you become overly sensitive to criticism, shy, withdrawn and moody. You have a strong need for security -- in the sense that you are being loved, nourished and protected.

Sun is in 04 Degrees Sagittarius
Very fun-loving, spirited and energetic, you have a huge reservoir of physical energy within you that needs to be released. As such, exercise or sports are very important to you. Quite gregarious, you enjoy being with other people, but you tend to avoid emotionally restrictive or intimate relationships. Constantly curious about the broader issues of life, you may at times be quite careless and sloppy about details -- you tend to leap to conclusions before all the facts are in. An avid reader, you are totally enthusiastic about any given subject should it interest you. You are known for being idealistic, generous, sociable, cheerful and very positive!

Moon is in 29 Degrees Aquarius.
Very freedom-oriented, you must always be able to do what you wish, no matter what. You become stubborn and recalcitrant when others try to force you into a mold. You are a true democrat -- you are not a follower, but you enjoy being with those who are like-minded. You appreciate emotional self-control -- you practice it yourself and you look for it in others. You solve problems, including emotional ones, with your brains and intellect, not your feelings. Try to be tolerant of those who have powerful and obvious emotional responses -- not everyone is as objective, cool, dispassionate and detached as you are.

Mercury is in 20 Degrees Scorpio.
You are a born investigator. You are fascinated by secrets and mysteries and unanswered questions of any kind. When you become upset or angry, your emotional reactions are overpowering -- reason and logic disappear in an uncontrollable passionate outburst. You tend to keep your thoughts secret and bottled up and this makes others regard you with suspicion. It is not that you are trying purposely to be evasive, it is just that you would rather not deal with the explosions and hassles that often occur when you reveal your true feelings and opinions. Your sense of humor tends toward sarcasm and irony.

Venus is in 29 Degrees Sagittarius.
You are very aware of the need to maintain a high sense of morality in a relationship. Your loyalty and interest will remain constant in any relationship (either friendly, personal or business) that is based on fairness, honesty and justice. But you will become greatly hurt and disappointed if the other person takes any but the high road with you. Also, you cannot tolerate anyone being overly emotionally possessive of you. You are known for your friendly, outspoken manner.

Mars is in 02 Degrees Scorpio.
Your likes and dislikes are strong and intense, never casual or superficial. You are known for your persistence and willful obsession. Once you have decided on a course of action, you are unstoppable. Your emotional actions tend to be extreme, although you try to keep them muted. You are not quick to anger, you do slow burns. And you tend to release your anger as sarcasm or irony. Beware of your tendency to hold grudges and to be vengeful. When you do fight, or release your internal tensions, you do so body and soul -- you become totally passionate and your outbursts are awesome to behold.

Jupiter is in 20 Degrees Aries.
The way that you grow and develop is by being an uncompromising individualist. You have a great need to be yourself and to explore your latent talents and abilities. Do not be afraid to let yourself go and develop self-confidence and pride in your accomplishments. But try not to become so self-centered that you ignore the needs of others. Also, you may have to build up your self-discipline in order to focus your energies properly.

Saturn is in 21 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.

Uranus is in 25 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 06 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 10 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 00 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!

2006-12-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

Met up wif my darling yesterday. I love yesterday to bits! juz cherish those moments. where we juz sit down n chat all de way till de night! i miss her badly. i miss de daily hugs she used to give me. those hugs are juz so comforting. i miss those! whenever i m down, happy, scared or wadsoever.. she is always dere to give me a hug. Now, we only get to see each other during sundays!
Thanks gene for de surprise today! i was super sian diao when i walked out of de office and realised it was raining heavily! gene told me to call him immediately after my work coz he got some urgent matters to tell me. so as i was walking out i called him since we are suppose to go for a run after i reach home.
gene: where are you now, gal?
ying: i just left my office. you ehx?
gene: is raining ehx.
ying: ya la! i juz realised. sian diaox. so are we still running?
gene: do you usually go to de busstop where we met up laz time?
ying: ya. tts de only busstop i can go to. why?
gene: ya. alrite. i will see ya dere then.
ying: what what what!? u r dere now!? *shocked*
gene: yepx. cya dere.
ying: *smilex*
Really thankx lotsa for tt surprise. after such a tiring day. u walked out of de office seeing that it is pouring heavily outside, it really dampens ur mood. n thankx! u put a smile across my face. on our way back. it was darn hilarious la! it was around my area dere and it wasnt raining. we were waiting for de cars to past b4 crossing de road. so while waiting.. it juz started pouring!
ying: wad the!?!gene! you and ur mouth!!
gene: quick quick quick. cross cross!
ying and gene: lol!
ying: thanks eh gene ( in a sarcastic manner)
and he tried sheltering me with dat pathetic newpaper( but actually he didnt coz he was walking much faster than i do!) while i was covering my ears coz of those lightnings flashing across de sky. ended we were all drenched and we looked like some idiot! cant believe both of us always end up looking like some idiots! totally DRENCHED. Anyway, thanks lotsa for that book but am so sorry coz i bot dat book yesterday. ya should have told me! lol. anyway thanks lotsa for tdy la. had so much laughter. =)
CJ coming back tml n melv is back! whee! welcome back guys! =))

2006-12-17T12:01:00.000+08:00

I seriously treasure my weekends now!! i finally realised how impt weekends are to me and wad is the real meaning to MONDAY BLUES! not gonna take my weekends for granted anymore. urghx. i m not looking forward to tml coz i needa work. Not looking forward not coz i dislike my job but coz.. i m feeling very tired(physically). i juz feel as though i needa lotsa slp. slept for 12h but still feeling darn tired. =(
This coming wk is gonna b hell for me. Luckily i dun needa work from 9-9 tml. Guess 9-9 will starts on tues. yea! is a "pay-back" for going on holidays w/o deducting ur pay. Needa work on sat(half-day) too! i m so not looking forward to mon and tues. so many appointments tml and also de release of N results. gonna rec lotsa calls for de whole wk. den sat gonna rush home to prepare to go to msia to attend one of my aunt's housewarming in johor. i dun wanna go but i m force to! haiz. i hate gg to msia to de core. seriously! is so darn dangerous and and.. i m not close to my cousins anymore. so gonna rot dere if i go back. well, gonna grab tt new mitch albom's book, for one more day, to bring along wif me since we gonna sleepover dere. den aft i come back gonna meet de hi-5(CJ's back (whee!) and christmas gathering)!!=)
Gonna meet my darling later n i miss her loads!
cant wait for my korea trip coz i need a break and hell lotsa fun!
Christmas coming. who wanna get me de black PSP?? =x ( GENE, DID YOU SEE THIS!?! LOL.)

2006-12-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

finally i get the chance to come online after one week of work. Work was fine. juz feel darn tired whenever i reached home. not used to waking up early and all bahx. enjoyed working dere. uber slack and crap wif my bro's fren(A) lotsa! we had so much crap and fun almost every single day. laughing and doing stupid stuff. today boss left early. so left de 2 of us in de office. we ended up playing uno stacko for bout 45 mins! lol. but we were feeling darn guilty and got our karma la. someone made an appt aft 6 so we needa do OT. haiz.
Met up wif jian wei n eugene yesterday after my work. it was so fun meeting up wif dem and yes! i miss dem loads. dey really make me smile after a tiring day. i miss de gd ol' day in sch! where we attended night study while preparing for our o levels, our daily star gazing at de lower basketball court after studying, sitting at the busstops screaming our lungs out when every truck zoomed past. i love you guys! =)

2006-12-08T18:56:00.000+08:00

whee!! i got my job. =) de one i was hoping to work in coz got my kor's fren inside. yepx. i gt dat!! whee. will b starting work on mon. kinda fast yea. but he wont b dere to help me la. coz he gg on hols. he is only able to "save" me on wed!So first day of work will b ying wif de boss. hopefully everything turns out fine! Well.. de pay is not very good. At least there is an increment after i get my cert. =) Take this opportunity as a learning experience bahx. not gg to work juz for de $$. Experience comes first for me. Coz after working here, i will gain more experience n it will b much much much more easier to look for a job outside. Since almost all de jobs wif good pay needa experience. However, de sad case is my mom told me nicely that i have to learn to be independent like my siblings. my parents wont b sponsoring $200 for my office wear. =( i have to use it from my own bank n put it back wif my first pay. urghx. this happens coz both my sis n bro rejected de "Sponsor" my parents gave. Haiz. sad life for me. but is ok la. this make me wanna save up more but thinking of de expenses for prom! is juz like i have to put back more den $200.. is bout $400 now! this sux.. in addition, giving my family some of my first pay(this is on my own accord), minus de CPF(which is quite alot), i will b left wif bout $100!?! this is so dumb la.. but wad to do.. is so much easy to spend $$ than earning it back. i am so glad i gonna learn lotsa things n get down to de people. imagine not juz an office job. i will b teaching ppl toox! =)) Imparting my knowledge. wahaha. ohx..if by now u guys still dunno what i m working as..i will b working in this private sch. doing admin work n giving tutorials(tutorials only start in jan). oh..de ppl dere are friendly too which makes de working environment much better! its so so so gonna be a wonderful experience. one stone kill 2 birds yea(office work exp n teaching).
Maybe thru this, it will make me understand whether shld i go into teaching after my A levels though my wish is to enter into dentistry. I aint qualified for tt in SG uni la. due to de combinations i took in jc and de horrendous results. well, shall decide my future after de release of 'A' levels results bahx. wont b blogging much from next week onwards! =)

2006-12-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

Had a blast over at lou's hse today! it was totally great.i missed de usual hi 5 gathering. we juz love to do simple stuff in our life. purely simplicity! with that, we still can enjoy hell lots of fun. Each of us had to prepare a dish. Imagine 5 ppl in de kitchen wif limited cooking utensils n all! Is uber comical. Still, i have to thank cj for helping me to cut my brocoli and peel de potatoes! Not forgetting darling's constant naggings on how we shld cook de ingredients n all!=) Yea..i ended up a laughing stock in de kitchen due to de way i helped qi cut de hotdogs. yea. but still..mine cutting nicer ehx! qi cooked spagetti!! it taste good!! but is seems like de hotdogs more than any other things. lol! Lou cooked this stir-fried honey chicken.. initally tot it was some honey glazed chicken thingy. it taste good!! cant blieve such tai tai can cook rite? haiyoyo. darling cooked this friend potato thingy for us..is darn difficult to fry those la. we even used de wrong oil! due to lou's stupidity.. corn oil=vegetable oil!! lol. Den cj n i was staring into de pot thinking..why nv change colour after sucha long time..why it turns out so weird? ended up..we have to throw tt portion away. darling was rather reluctant coz of de hard work n sincerity she has put in. =) my beloved "kor" didnt come up wif any dish. he bot apple strudel! yummy..but he was of great help in de kitchen for all of us! i love dem so much n dey r my EVERYTHING. Without dem, life would b much harder n complicated. =)
cheerios!

2006-12-06T12:23:00.000+08:00

Am feeling much better today but my head was spinning terribly in the morning. couldnt stand up straight. Now i can blog which means that i m feeling much better. =)
Received 3 calls today! Rejected 2 of de jobs dey offered coz it aint my type. One is for only one week, de other one is.. er.. juz nahx..not my type. Not that i m fussy. I wanna a job which i can work for months without having de hassle to look for another and of coz, muz be something i feel comfortable in! Well, the other one dey will send my resume to de company. Hopefully dey will contact me soon( only shortlisted will be contacted). Actually, i really hope de company my bro's fren is working at will want me. coz i rather work in dat company due to knowing at least someone inside there wont make u feel weird. So everyone, lets cross our fingers and pray really hard for me that i can get tt job n work wif my bro's fren! pls.
Anyway really appreciate my sis, kor, daddy n sam's effort!! dey are helping me to look for jobs. Really appreciate it. thankx lotsa! *hugs
Whee..gonna go out in de evening! hopefully my head wont spin later on when i m outside. I seriously missed my lil ones(nigel, kris,calvin..). and yes! dey missed me lotsa toox! =)Gotta go out wif dem one day soon b4 their sch starts! =)
Cheerios!

2006-12-05T17:53:00.000+08:00

I am sick n tired of some stuff. Maybe i shld juz give up n forget bout everything. what's de point of trying so hard. Not that i wanted same thing in return but at least show some appreciative of one's effort! I am totally giving up on this crap! people change. if only you guys noe tt ya have changed!

Anyway, came across this article today. is kinda interesting. How to spot an athlete: your ring finger could be an indication of your athletic ability. A study published in the British Journal of Sports Medicine found that women with ring fingers longer than their index fingers performed better at running and associated sports such as soccer and tennis. Changes in testosterone levels in the womb were initially thought to be the reason but now, Professor Tim Spector from King's college, who studided twins and their sporting achievements, says that genes are the reason. As he points out. " Finger length is a marker of your genes."

Cool ehx? so start comparing de lenth of ur ring finger n index finger! LOL.

2006-12-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

dammit. i m sick. de laz time i was feeling darn sick was when i was down wif fever n broke out in rashes somewhere during april. Yet again. i m feeling darn sick now. mayb i shld b optimistic. at least i m sick now n not during de trip to korea rite!? but yea.. imagine u have to pop 5 different pills 4 times a day!? imagine how sick i m. Not gonna skip meals anymore. or mayb.. will TRY my best not to skip la. down wif gastric toox. =( Ended up have to stay home de whole day tml to rest.=( cant meet up wif my precious gems tml coz am afraid of passing de virus to dem. but after one day of rest la.. shld b alrite ehx? miss dem so much.
anyway is time for job hunting. i m totally broke. i needa work to get back those $$ which i've spent. Life after A's n prom is sucha bore.

2006-12-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

ONE LAST (30-11-2006)

Some of de pics taken on prom nite. decided to post up some of it n especially of those who have left huge impact in my jc life.
Cheerios!=)

2006-11-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. Yepx.. i m officially 19 now. OLD. but wanna thank those who remembered my bday.thanks lotsa n really appreciate it. Had a wonderful bday today. special thanks to MELVIN. He knew tt no one asked me out tdy so he sacrificed himself even though we celebrated my bday on sat. aww.. so nice rite? did lotsa new things today. we went to play pool. he taught me how too. wah.. free lesson from pool pro ehx. not bad. but yea..i played like compost. we went prawning at jurong bird park dere toox. ooox..he taught me how to catch prawns.lol. not bad ehx..cannot believe rich kid like him noes how to do tis kind of thing rite? tot it was some boring sport like fishing..but actually prawning is fun!! we shall bring de HI-5 dere de next time. after dat, went to marina sq for dinner at this japanese restaurant. took cab down from boon lay. my gosh.. de cab driver juz sux la. had carsick which made me really feel like puking. de dinner was great..he ordered lesser this time round..but i was darn full after de dinner n felt as though i have put on 5kg!! i feel tt i m FAT. after tt needa rushed home coz my mommy baked brownie as my bday cake. daddy cooked mee sua for me. was too full so gonna eat it as breakfast tml. arent dey sweet. love dem!!de brownie totally rawkx.
Gosh..i m feeling darn fat now. been having a feast for de past few days. Saturday, melvin treated me to crystal jade n tt guy ordered so much till we couldnt finished de food n we went to eskibar! had my bday celebration wif my family on sun. my dad ordered lotsa toox. gonna have cj n ying's bday celebration tml. i feel FAT. hope tt i can SQUEEZE into my prom dress.
all in all, really enjoyed myself this yr special thanks to my family, Hi-5 n melvin.
Also.. Jian wei n eugene. thanks for remembering my bday n came all de way to my bus stop here to pass me my pressie. thankx lotsa. n thanks for "kan de qi wo for buying de XS shirt".=)
and also to those dat wished me:
Gare rern(sending me 19 "happy birthday")
Chen jie ("kor")
ying peng
melvin
samuel
nigel
greenie monster
shannon(called me but i was sleeping. paisehx)
lou lou
timothy( de dimples boy!)
aman
conan
my sis
my bro
jian wei
melvin(brunei)
ivan
keen hong
darling
rusydi
bao
florina
gab
vien
calvin
wanwen
eugene(thanks lotsa..but ya aint de laz..lol. nerd nerd n liyu are de laz. lol!)
bernard
liyu
and.. ying is officially 19. =)

2006-11-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

i have to blog. i have to scream. i m totally BROKE. yes. tis sux. everything sux. my hair sux. i totally regret cutting my hair. my fringe is back to square one. uber short. how am i gonna make it for prom!? how to style my hair? this juz sux. i look so kukuated now!! i wanna cry. sux. i wanna my fringe back. yes. now i have to live without $$. how can tt b possible? sux. juz give me back my fringe n everything will b fine. =(
*sobx*

2006-11-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. call me crazy if u want. stayed home for de past few days. spent de days sitting infront of de tv watching korean shows. i finished watching full house. juz 2 days. think daddy's dvd player gonna explode soon if this continues. i m so into korean shows now. any nice korean show muz intro me kx!? i cant wait to go to korea. hopefully it will b fun. i really wanna try out skiing dere. but too bad.aint going for skiing. =( but i can see snow. SNOW!! lolx.

2006-11-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

I finished goong!! that show totally rawkz my world n i totally fell in love wif lui's character.=) The end of goong..tt means.. i m gonna be bored for de next few days! oh my gosh. this sucks!

2006-11-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

My legs are darn TIRED. this is all i can say. bet i'll be able to get my legs toned before prom nite! LOL. been walking for de past few days. Especially today! walked like i've never walk before in my life! been standing up since de whole day la! helping darling to look for her prom dress n qi!!i love darling's dress. i fell in love on de first looK! see she trust my taste.lol!! qi look darn handsome la!! omg. i think he can really charm all de gals on tt nite. so gals.. beware. never look into his eyes on that nite!! well, bot my prom dress de other day. sent for alteration. hope everything will b fine.*prays hard*
Had so much fun for the past few days spending my day out!!fri wif HI-4(w/o qi). Sat went out wif my bro n my sis to look for my prom dress. love my kor. brought me to many places n gave me his opinions! thanks lotsa for insulting me toox! lol.after tt went to meet hi-5 n melvin in town. lou n melvin dyed their hair. lou's aint tt obvious but i love melvin's hair colour! tts de colour i wanted! lol..anyway it suits him la. de Jap boy. den cj cut his hair n qi "permed" his hair. lol! i wanna dye my hair too. but i dunno where. =(
anyway, i wanna get back to my vcd. goong rawkz manx.=x u guys shld catch tt show!!

2006-11-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

Exams over!!Finally! 3cheers!! woahx.cant blieve, its been 2 yrs! Another chapter coming to a closure pretty soon. that will b on de day of our prom nite. de last day of de chapter in PJC. How time flies. My first day in pj seemed like months ago! yet now, i've already done wif my A levels. Enjoying all de time i have in de world n yepx.. good news good news..few more days will b my BIG BIG DAY. lol. so start saving $$ ppl!! =p

well, though exams are over, i do not noe how i have performed coz screwed some of my papers. Is not as simple as wad we had taken back in sec sch days. Now.. de level is so much different. Imagine sitting in de exam hall, staring at those questions u have no idea wad is it abt. or rather, wad is it toking abt! this is wad happened to my Econs paper 2 case study. gosh. you would have die immediately. Chem paper 3 aint a bliss too. it was horrendous!! All i can do now is to pray hard for good grades since i have tried my best. Hopefully no disappointment will come my way coz yepx.. i tried all means of ways to prevent any "bad luck". lol!! yea. call me supertitious for all u like.but i m only like this during exams n during my competitions alrite!! so i m not OLD!!

Anyway, is time to enjoy n party. running, bladding. shopping, clubbing, dining, anything juz call me kx!! =)) Cant wait to meet up wif my sec sch mates!! reminice de good ol days!!
This is specially for Aman,vien n suet: meet up soon alrite!! really sorry for de past 2 yrs. didnt spend much time wif u guys. Now now.. i have all de time in de world. lets meet up n party yeax.

2006-10-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

STRESS. thats de only word that can describe my feelings now. STRESS STRESS STRESS.
i hope i m able to cover my revision for de whole syllabus.. =((

please bless and pray for me.

feeling helpless. =(

2006-10-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

30 MORE DAYS. *scream* i so wanna scream. Monster A will b coming to town in another 30 days!! This time round, I'm not gonna say die. i am gonna fight till the end! Just de last lap left. All de way. I m so gonna thrash n give that MONSTER A a hard time man. All de way people. No point thinking abt de prelims results. Move on. =)

High-5(XIN, CJ, QI, LOU): jia you ppl. dun give up. lets go all out now. no more holding back. NO FEAR NO REGRETS. love ya all. =)

Melvin: dun b demoralised by ur results. just press de "delete" button. I'm sure ya can do it. Juz keep ur aim in mind and work towards it k. Go for ur BMW. =) jia you n like wad ya said to me all de time, muz have confidence in urself!! =)

Kris n jas: jia you too!! i noe u guys will. LOL. love ya. =)

Gonna stop blogging for de time being. Ying will b back. =)

2006-09-25T09:09:00.000+08:00

Specially for shuang:

Alright, i will dedicate tis entry specially for her. Hopefully she will pop by my blog to see this. Hey shuang, i noe ya reason for not wanting us to send ya off. Yepx.. dun needa apologise. Well, i actually made this card for ya. But hey.. wait.. not juz a card kx.. i hardly make card for anyone.. but yepx.. YOU!! you dont allow us to see ya off..n now.. what do i do wif dat card!? lol. joking la.. juz wanna say..thanks for everything. thanks for being dere for me especially dat period of time when i was at a lost. when i kept trying to hold back my tears. when i dun wish to open up my feelings to anyone coz i juz wanna b alone. thanks lotsa for probing me wif those questions where nobody dares to ask. thanks lotsa for everything and de hugs. oh ya.. thanks for not asking for a divorce when our "marriage" gt into some probs. lol. k LAME.

As u shld noe, i really treasure this friendship between us. Coz u r someone who is special n unique. alrite, everyone is special n unique in a way! Thanks for telling me tat u really enjoy seeing me run all de times. It really melts my heart. Especially when u said those things to me. When u told me how i looked so carefree whenever i m down on de track. And thats de ying ya wanna see. No one has ever said tt to me or rather, appreciates my running to that much. Dun forget, ya said when ya come back to sg.. ya gonna run wif me! =))

And hey.. thanks lotsa for giving me ATTITUDE at times.=x lol.Well, i noe you have been stuck in de moment for very long, but i hope that when ya get back to myanmmar, everything will b much better for ya. Take a good rest n let everything go. Not de friendships ya have made, but de unhappiness ya have been bottling up. Jus let it go n find yourself kx. =))

Well, last but not least, you're not alone all this time. You've all of us. Ur class clique, xin, cj, qi, mel n de triplets( kris, jas n i). Remember who is kris n who is jas??dun mix dem up again. lol.

Take lotsa care n love ya, shuang!!
Will b missing ya n keep in touch aightx. Oh ya..dun forget to give me ur hp no. dere. =))

2006-09-23T10:54:00.000+08:00

Had a great day yesterday. However, not for de ladies feet!! Yepx. We wore heels and of coz.. is not a pleasant thingy when blisters appear.=( NO matter wad, we still ENJOYED ourselves. Finally, we had a celebration for de birthday gal(MELISSA LOU SHUN JIA) and birthday boy(LEE ZHAO QI) in the house. =))

Time: 1430.

Metting place: Cathay cineplex.

Dressing code: Formal.

First itenery: Movie- little man.

Little man was a hilarious movie la. We laugh our aRses and yepx.. is kinda cute especially when he dressed in baby clothes. =))

Second itenery: Heeren- neoprint.

Is time for de Hi-5 to renew their neoprints. since everyone dressed to our best, we grabbed this opportunity to take neoprints!!

Third itenery: Wisma- STARBUCKS.

Hi-5 usual chill out coffee club. Anywhere. Anyplace. So long as it is STARBUCKS, when we stuck our arses on the seats, we will end up having long chats.=)) Its is a good thing coz we wanna kill de time w/o letter Qi n Lou noe since de dinner is at 8pm.

Forth itenery: Dinner. Reservation was made by Xin(DARLING)

Dined in Giraffe. For those who do not noe where is it, is located directly opposite PS. yepx. Love de ambience in dere.

My seafood laksa Angel hair pasta. is Yummy!!

Lou lou's seafood jayabala. Erms.. not too sure bout de name.

Qi's erm.. i dunno wad is it called. =x

Didnt managed to take CJ n Xin's food. So cant post de pics up here.

After dinner, is our phototaking time. =)

Aww... they look so SWEET tgt. =)

And now.. is time for CJ and I to take a back seat while de rest plan!!! wahahahax.. =)) Xin so gonna kill me for this.. =X

Cheerios to Hi-5 for yesterday outing and.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ZHAO QI N MEL LOU. =))

2006-09-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, prelims are over but i aint excited or happy bout it coz i some how feel that i m still far away from my aims. i am still far away and i can seriously say, i am NOT prepared for A levels. I badly wanna do well for it. i badly wanna. i wont aim for AAA. coz i noe i cant get it eventually. whats de use of setting sucha impossible aim which in turn, i will get demoralise even further? I am juz gonna aim for AAC. C for econs. it is alreadi sucha high standard for me. I can do it right? Prelims werent a bliss at all. Math paper 1 was horrible. Utterly horrible. I thank god that de paper was juz 3h. if is long than 3h, i can assure u that i would have broke down. Yes. every thing will just collapsed. After that paper, i was on de verge of crying la! coz i noe..i wont make it.=( hopefully, my paper 2 can pull my my marks. screwed my chem paper 1 and econs paper 3 toox. WTH. for econs, mayb i deserve it? coz i only picked a few chapters to study. Ended up, de chpts i studied came along wif some others i did not. there there, can kiss goodbye to those innocent marks. i am NOT gonna let de same thing happen in de actual A's.

a wave of emptiness hits me when i least expect it.
feeling left out. thats wad i m feeling now.
=(

2006-08-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

Damn.. prelims is juz in another 12 days and i am down wif flu at this period of time. Too much chocs n biscuits. -shakes head- Haiz.. prelims.. n i aint even prepared!! thats de truth. i still have so many chapters to cover for each SUBJECT. how am i gonna make it man??i dun even have a lil bit of confident. Not in my math either. =( i can do stats..but my pure math seems to b a big prob. No longer can tackle those questions. I aint giving up. i dun want to give up too. I wanna pia. i wanna de end result. I noe that and i m sure tt de end result will not b shown in my prelims. it will definitely b in my A levels. i m sure of tt n i wanna prove it to everyone.
no time to waste.
=(

2006-08-19T12:37:00.000+08:00

Another week down. how many weeks left to prelims n A's?? Nah..i dun wish to count any further. It just makes me feel worse. No. I dun feel guilty coz i have been trying my best to do whatever i can. de prob is.. the teachers are bombarding us wif hw. where de hell can we find de time to do our OWN revision!?! PLease.. spare a thought for these poor souls out dere. toiling their life away wif notes infront of dem everyday n killing thousands n millions of brain cells.
Aint a good week for me too. Lotsa bad things happened to me.

Monday: some unreasonable ppl juz spoil my day!!yea. was referring to de photocopy shop uncle. was so pissed wif him la. SERVICE SUCKS.seriously. raaarz! next, we had make-up pe where we have de learn de dancesteps for aces day. my gosh! de dancesteps.. is darn difficult to learn arhx! de way she teach also cmi. ok..shant comment much. after de dance thingy..went running wif jas n kris. played tug-of-war for awhile. den my fave!! piggyback from greenie monster!! well.. got a big n ugly bruise on my thigh coz i slipped n fell. My thighs hit de edge of de grandstand n it was darn painful la. de bruise is juz so ugly and BIG. now my sexy thigh aint sexy anymore..=x yea.. muz b wondering how i fell rite? greenie was trying to break her own record of piggyback 2 ppl. so we tried 3. yep.. kris went up first. den jas. den me. when everyone steadied themselves, greenie wanted to move n yep.. boom! down i went. PAIN!! wad a day.

Wednesday: had my 400m heats. kinda disappointed wif myself la. my legs just couldnt accelerate when i pushed off.i cant even feel de impact!i was darn slow. n my last part..i didnt sprint.my frens were so worried when dey saw my starting n de moment ppl overtook me.=( how disappointing. hopefully i can perform much better on de finals. n my math hw is piling up. =(

Thursday: Peer coaching for pe. yea. guess everything didnt go well as we expected. last min changes n.. yea.. haiz.. felt so shi bai. thurs a long day. didnt stayed back for extra lesson due to my dental appointment. didnt extract my teeth but he tightened my braces till yea..darn tight.is hurting.

wad a lousy week rite! nvm.. next week will be MY week.

off mugging.

2006-08-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

Yucks.. tts de only word i can describe bout my face now!! Saddening arhx.. having pimples outbreak. DISGUSTING. yucks.. dunno why.. i guess is due to de late nites. haiz.. pimples pimples go away..pls dun appear on my face anymore.
I promise not to be obstinate anymore. so please stop popping out.=(
-dumb-

2006-08-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

83 more days. How pathetic. how near we are to de first day of A levels. It seems as though i dun have de motivation to study whenever i sit infront of my table wif my books wide open. I seriously need to mug. I hate this. I hate A levels. yucks. I dun wanna FAIL dat damn examination which will decide ur fate for de rest of ur life. I wanna get into NUS. I wanna AAB and B3 for my cert. I am so gonna get those grade!! i wanna be overwhelmed wif tears of joy and not disappointment.

Buck up ying.

Haix.. pathetic life. Stressful life.

A levels is a KILLER!!!

-stressed-

2006-08-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

Dinner at new york-new york..

Bought our flashing light sticks...

my bro said dat cj n i looked like couple in this photo.. lol.

and..memories shall be embedded deep in our hearts forever..

love ya guys always.

missing: LEE ZHAO QI.

2006-08-06T09:36:00.000+08:00

Situation back home is just getting worse. Only kris n jas understand what i am referring to. Gosh.. tried studying at home yest. As usual.. napping n all. but did tried to finish some of my hw. Was tempted by de superband finals thingy.. yea.. so decided to watch. SAT IN FRONT OF DE TV FOR LIKE HOURS LA. well, studying at home pisses me off at times. whenever i come out of my room to get a drink or wad, i will always hear my sister's complaints and her nonsensical questions. It stresses me. i am already so stress wif my studies.. now back home, i have to endure n listen too all these. Especially during meal times!!! meal times are supposed to be an enjoyable time for de family but not now.No matter wad we say, it seems as though de words cant sink into her head. i am exhausted. At times, i really wanna scold ya to wake u up but i noe i cant. coz i will make de whole situation worse. why cant you juz hold on to de buoy we have thrown to ya?Now, whenever i'm at home is as though i dun wanna come out of my room tt often anymore. coz i m just sick n tired of all these. How i wish my bro is at home all de time. at least i can tell him how i felt n all. i need to mug. =(

2006-07-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

Had a blast yesterday!!Went out wif high-5,melvin and chong hoe. Melv came over to fetch me. Den went to school to get my math bible coz yea.. left it in my locker. After that, we went to pick cj n mel up at CC's place. It was so cool la. Melv driving skills are great!! you wont even realised he juz got his liscence onli few weeks ago!! Too bad, i didnt get a chance to change de gear for him coz its auto. Headed down to PS. had a quick dinner at manhattan fish market. watched lake house. de movie aint too bad.. kinda humourous though. you guys shld go catch dat movie.
After movie, it was already 9..but we still wanna slack. so decided to walk over to melv's country club dere. we slacked n tok crap and yea.. drank cocktails again. =)) de drinks were great. much better than those we had at fish n co de other time. fell in love wif "illusion" and "lychee martini". after tt, everyone hafta go home. melv drove xin n i home coz it was kinda late. was rather worried for xin coz yea.. she was a lil tipsy again and was afraid tt her sis n parents will find out tt she went out drinking.
Enjoyed myself totally. How i wish that de time will standstill and we can indulge ourselves in de fun we have. Still, we have to come back to reality. 94 more days to A levels. I am so gonna pay first then enjoy myself after that. Xian ku hou tian. so endure n study smart!! we can do it! Whoosh~

thankx lotsa for making my day. =))

2006-07-23T18:41:00.000+08:00

my wkend is gone. others mugging yet i kept sleeping. hibernating. Haiz. been feeling very lethagic. just couldnt sit still in front of my table for hours. I will just end up snuggling on my bed. i need some energy boosting pills to keep me going. Wont be blogging so often anymore. Need to divert my time into studying. No more time wasting. Self-disciplined must be practiced.

Oh..i have been receiving some sort of prank calls from this particular no.!! guess de person juz doesnt understand whats de meaning of "sorry, you've got de wrong no." just stop calling my hp for goodness sake. ur fone no. reflects on my caller id so wad's de use of calling non stop n i keep telling u, ya called de wrong no.!?

Till de next time.

2006-07-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

Okay. Mom's nagging coz i aint supposed to be sitting in front of de com wasting my time off!! Finally mom's nagging after sucha long time since she last nagged at me. Maybe she's getting worried bout my performance. Yea. Prelims and A's are drawing nearer..but still.. I AM NOT PREPARED. sometimes i feel like giving up. I know i cant and i wont. I have no other route to choose since i took up this route in my life. I just have to make de best out of it and no regrets. yepx..been trying to drill myself into studying. Yesterday was a productive day. the school was like kinda empty. mayb coz is friday and everyone just needed a break. However, de emptiness is rather beneficial. It was kinda productive for me coz i am able to sit down n concentrate. woahx.. but i still have tons of hw to complete. shucks. where can i find de time to even start my revision?? i need lotsa of encouragements..=(
Made an extremely folly mistake yesterday. Well.. my mind couldnt function at that point of time. I am just purely dumb to do that. Haix.. i am not regretting what i have done..but i juz couldnt believe that i..arghx..!! mayb coz i have already made up my mind not to have anything to do with you anymore. i guess i need more time before i can really look at you and smile like nothing has ever happened or even reply ur smses.

Great job to AES TRACK TEAM esp de B BOYS 4X400M. you guys were great. =) i missed out everything. Nevertheless, great job guys! Now is time to concentrate on ur studies and make de track team proud yea. AES TRACK N FIELD... WHOOSH WHOOSH WHOOSH~

2006-07-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

One week down. How many more weeks to prelims?? bout 7-8 more weeks? how many more weeks to A levels? less than 120 days! 24h a day juz aint enough for me!! All i need is more time. Back to reality. no one will have more than 24h per day. Straightened out my thoughts after a good cry the other day. If i continue crying, i will be WASTING my time. i could've use the time to study or finished up my hw. Thats opportunity cost. Well, not gonna wallow in disappointment anymore. Yes is hard. If my mind is able to overcome tis. I am already winning half of de battle. Like what my track tcher used to tell me:With a strong mind, i have already won half of the battle.the rest is up to my ability n perserverance.
"who doesnt fall in life? But there's a clear distinction between a successful person and a failure. It's how fast they recover from it.You are who u chose to be."
yea.. i am gonna stand up n not succumb to the devil within me. STRICTLY NO MORE slacking moments.Life is unfair and life is hard. yes, the mids were out to kill us, the poor students who put in effort into studying. it was out to reap us into pieces and demoralise us. even GP wasnt spared. how worse can de prelims get??good results may not be seen now. I know n i will prove it to everyone i can.
strong believer of the phrase "reaping what you sow".
i need to find my motivation all over again. i need constant encouragements. i need someone to teach me econs. sometimes i really wonder, who will be that nice to really sit down infront of you n teach you econs when people simply just make empty promises saying i can help you with it. when exams draw nearer, no one seems to b there toox. everyone juz disappear.

2006-07-11T17:22:00.000+08:00

Past 2 days were wonderful though had a lil hiccup in sch yesterday due to de getting back of results. my results sux. others too. we were all kinda affected by it and had sorta let our emotions control us. Guess all good things have to come to an end huh.
Sun night, went over to lou's house to stay over. didnt know how to get over to lou's place from my place, so met cj somewhere near his house bus stop. he was nice la.. called me bout 7 plus to tell me to alight near his place dere coz if i alighted outside nj, it gonna b too dark and dangerous for me. thanks lotsa!
Didnt do much at lou's house but it was fun!! mayb coz of de chilling part n the relaxation. she rented art of seduction for us. =)) de movie aint that good as what i have expected. rather disappointed though. afterall, its a dumb show. watched a lil world cup. xin n me were far too tired. so we decided to rest. oh.. wanna noe how nice our host was?? she expect de 5 of us to sleep on her bed. 5 of us!! IMPOSSIBLE. how nice mel! lol. initially, cj,xinmel n i were on de bed. when she went to de toilet, we took de chance n qi came on de bed which means dere isnt any more room to squeeze in lou lou and she became our SPLIT BANANA. wrapping herself with this big yellow blanket. lol.
de next day, we were late for school la. mel woke up early but de 4 of us were too tired n we continue lying on de bed. i kept telling dem sch starts at 9 n dey told me it was starting at 8:40. hey..message wasnt pass down properly.so not our fault kx.. yea..we were late. ez link cards were scanned. i got caught for wearing fbt shorts!! hello.. is smart n casual day. why cant i wear shorts!? reason de for the teacher to catch me: is too revealing. *faints* wad a reason manx. is smart n casual day pls! pe attire too revealing!?! aint making sense dere. well, since ying was happy, she doesnt want de issue to spoil her mood.
then, jas got a call from kris saying that ms lee was really angry n asked us to hurry up. so we ran to our class after. Indeed she was fuming mad la! Her face and those killer eyes. gosh!! u may not want to see it ever again. it makes you feek so vulnerable and yes.. dat facial expression says it all. we didnt do well for our math. we didnt perform up to her expectation.
got back my math p1. my heart sank!! didnt expect myself to fail tt paper!! though after attempting de paper, i knew dat i wont do well..but didnt expect myself to fail. i was so disappointed. countless of unwanted careless mistakes in dere!!! like wad kris said to me all the time: eyes big also no use. yea.. no use!! how dumb.well.. wad done is done.. this is more than juz a wake up call. it shows tt how unprepared i am for A levels. how am i suppose to make it through? shucks!! next, took back chem.yea. i merely scrapped through la!! i was hoping that my chem will improve. but nahx!! well.. had some careless mistakes here n dere. lost de full 10 marks for one of de qn which i made a dumb careless mistakes. lost another 10 marks which i deserve coz i didnt study that chpt. transition metals. i m so gonna get my transition metals into my head man. not gonna let history repeats itself. well, no point harping on bout de results. coz it aint helping unless i start to do something bout it.
what a day. after sch..de high-5s went out to town to celebrate xin's bday. went to ben n jerry's. wootx!! thumbs up. wad a sinful day. first, ben n jerry's ice cream followed by fish n co. seafood platter for 2 which i shared wif mel then comes de bithday cake from secret recipe! we ordered alcoholic cocktails toox. initially, de drinks taste like.. eew!! yuckx!! u dun wanna drink it anymore. after that, it got much better n taste much nicer. i pity qi. his drink totally shucks!! he is darn cute la. his was flushed red after drinking. we tot he was drunk.but nahx.. after de dinner, birthday cake was served n xin was surprised. wheex! she had to stand up on de chair!! wahahax..fish n co usual routine for celebrating birthdays. however de fish n co at de glass house werent tt fun as wad de staffs in wheelocks do. xin cut sucha big slices for us la. half of de cake!! love de cake.so yummy. choc cheesecake. sinful!! lastly, we mixed our drinks together n yepx..each of us have to drink it. hahax.. cj n xin got a lil tipsy after tt. kinda cute. yepx.. had a blast man.
For now, is back to REALITY.
PRELIMS is jus merely 8 more weeks to go. A LEVELS is juz in less than 120 days.
ying buck up. same to everyone!!
dun give up de battle.
progress and not retrogress.

2006-07-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

back.
woahx..feedbacks from ppl saying that my blogskin is so not me n yingsworldofnonsense is not so ying. lol. realli mehx?? mayb i m too sweet in ya ppl's eyes. lol!! =x goosebumps rite?wad to do..
i m feeling so tired after spending my day out shopping wif my bro. yepx. been trying to make full use of my break la.so been out almost every single day! went out wif my kor to bugis n marina square today. bet xin gonna b darn jealous.coz i went out wif my BRO. lol.
gosh! marina sq is de best place to shop. gonna b my shopping paradise from now on. much better den town la. somemore lesser people n more shops juz in one shopping centre! wootx!
saw a pretty white rip curl skirt..so wanna get it. but i cant.=( coz yea..i m broke. needa buy xin's pressie n my bro's. sometimes is realli nice to see ur close ones happy receiving de present dey yearn for..=)) so gotta forgo tt skirt which is darn nice n cost freaking ex!!haiz..but is alrite..i got this bottom today. kinda nice. my kor said i look good in it. if i wear it wif heels its gonna b a bonus! wootx. =)
sad case.my kor ps me after dinner.so sad.but he treated me to carls jr. my first time dere.kinda cool. damn filling la. de burger so big. not bad toox.so after dinner..i left de place coz my kor going out wif his frens. so sad. so which means i have to go home alone!!luckily on my way to suntec, i saw cj n melx!! wad a blessing in disguise. dey were heading to town n decided to join dem coz ying was so sad la. coz of de skirt n also she was alone. tts way. cheerios to cj n mel! cheerios to my bro too la!! for being so nice excluding de ps part..=)
afterall, enjoyed my shopping today..but dere are far too many temptations. so ying gonna stop her shopping for now. yepx.
no more shopping.self-control.