aworldofnonsense

Finally, prelims are over but i aint excited or happy bout it coz i some how feel that i m still far away from my aims. i am still far away and i can seriously say, i am NOT prepared for A levels. I badly wanna do well for it. i badly wanna. i wont aim for AAA. coz i noe i cant get it eventually. whats de use of setting sucha impossible aim which in turn, i will get demoralise even further? I am juz gonna aim for AAC. C for econs. it is alreadi sucha high standard for me. I can do it right? Prelims werent a bliss at all. Math paper 1 was horrible. Utterly horrible. I thank god that de paper was juz 3h. if is long than 3h, i can assure u that i would have broke down. Yes. every thing will just collapsed. After that paper, i was on de verge of crying la! coz i noe..i wont make it.=( hopefully, my paper 2 can pull my my marks. screwed my chem paper 1 and econs paper 3 toox. WTH. for econs, mayb i deserve it? coz i only picked a few chapters to study. Ended up, de chpts i studied came along wif some others i did not. there there, can kiss goodbye to those innocent marks. i am NOT gonna let de same thing happen in de actual A's.


a wave of emptiness hits me when i least expect it.
feeling left out. thats wad i m feeling now.
=(

posted by aworldofnonsense @ 8:20 PM