aworldofnonsense

I finally understood how lou felt. When I read the letter, I wasnt feeling happy at all. The only word tt can described how i felt is relieved. However, I needa sit for de English test. =(( Greenie took the test too and she told me it is easy. BUT.. as usual.. i have no confident. I am so gonna prepare and do well for that test. I could still remember how hard i prayed for my alternative to fall in place after my plan A failed. Now.. i m not even happy at all. Yea.. scold me.. how dumb.
Was very surprised by my Daddy's reaction when i came home from tuition. Yes.. he has read the letter. He was so happy for me and he even congratulate me. I was kinda taken aback by his reaction. He even said, " now u need not worry so much anymore". Hahx. Was kinda touched tt he knew how i felt for past few months. I didnt know he would give me his 100% support. On the other hand, i am kinda worried bout the burden tt he is gonna carry next. Financial burden. Haiz.. I don't want my family members to b victimised cause of my education. So, had a talked with my daddy juz now. Thanks for assuring me tt everything is fine. Just dont lie to me for the sake of not making me worried. Coz i dun wanna feel guilty for the rest of my life. I dun wanna be so unfair to everyone.
Guess i am gonna b real busy soon, as dere are so many procedures to be done for the acceptance of the offer. My mum kept nagging that i have to start learning how to cook, do the laundry and clean the house! I have to work too. To earn and save those miserable moolahs.

Haiz.. think of it, i m left with 7 months.. how things will go? i dunno. will our relationship be at stake? i do not noe. I seriously hope tt everything will work out fine.. =(

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posted by aworldofnonsense @ 10:20 PM