Been receiving lotsa emails for the past few days from students who r desperately looking for housing/housemate. Yep. They are able to contact me coz few months back I have signed up for this housmate system thing in some well-known student accom ( i shall not name it). Too bad, i am not staying at the place. So, out of goodwill, i decided to reply those emails as i truly understand how they feel at this point of time. Desperately looking for one and yet dey cant find any. Well, it doesnt hurt to help someone who r in need. Gave them a few info and recommended some lodging places/websites. Believe in Karma. What goes around comes around. =)
My baby(lappy) is giving me probs again!!! Sent it for service. Got them to have full hardware service checked. Wanted them to do software checked too coz i have a feeling that it is due to my Vista Biz. Too bad, dey dun provided sofeware check. I seriously hope this problem will b solved once and for all. What if my lappy die on me when i m in aus!?! I think i will seriously kill myself. =( Bren did gave me some suggestion which i think it sounds good but is beyond my means. He said we need to find an alternative and cant depends on our lappy all the time. He will be asking his parents to send over a desktop once he settled down. Well, his parents can easily afford it (since someone is richie rich =X). I cant. I juz wish that my lappy will be fine. God, please bless me.
Alright. I am dreading to pack my lugguage. Threw all the washed winter wear into my lugguage coz my room is getting messier day by day with lotsa things piling up on my SOFA. yes. SOFA is meant for ppl to sit and not for me to leave my things lying around! I seriously think that 2 lugguages are not ENOUGH for me. There are so many things for me to get and check but so little time.
As the time comes nearer, I dont wish to leave. The fact is I am not prepared. Not mentally prepared. I am not ready to lead a life all by myself. I am not ready to take up this major test in my relationship. Sometimes i just need a firm assurance to keep me going for months. =( I am not ready to lose all the fun i have in sg. I am not ready to leave my close friends and family. I am not ready to strip off the "Always the lil gal" image coz i will definitely miss being pampered by my family. I am not prepared if i fall sick there. Who will be there to take care of me? Who will be there to pop by juz to check how am i doing? Now it seems like i am a big gal and i really have to move on. What can i do when i am not prepared?
What if I am home sick the very next day? what if what wif what if. WHAT IFS. Urghx.
Really appreciate the time/effort some of u have put in. Especially like CJ, Darling(Xin), Gene & gang.
Thanks CJ. He has been trying to squeeze in time just to spend more time with me. Could really see him putting in lotsa effort. Darling & gene are coming to melb to visit me! They told me it is 100%. THANK YOU so much ppl!!! You guys juz make me smile. Most prob they will be coming over during winter after my exams!
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