aworldofnonsense

Life is back to where it started, exactly like how i felt when i first came to melb. Once again, ying falls back to reality. Melv came and left. Andy came for 1 mth and left too. Lotsa things..but i really hoped they enjoyed themselves here.

I am starting to like melbourne.. especially the weather. I love winter! i love cold weather.. but holiday is sucha bore when all the shops close at 5pm except for Friday!! How to survive like that?? How i wish uni can commence now..but on the other hand, i know that i need the break now, coz the next sem, is gonna be a hectic semester with all core subjects..

Stepping out of my comfort zone, sacrifices made, all these has let me realised what are the important things in my life and who are the important people in my life.

I feel really blessed to ahve a family that is always there for me, through thick and thin. The constant encouragements and forgiving me when i am being unreasonable and demanding. I have also realised who my true friends really are.. That is the reason why i really wanna go back to singapore. Back to my comfort zone, back to the people whom i can cry and talk to.

Sometimes, i tend to wonder, will i ever get to find a true friend here in melb? It seems so difficult.. yes. I have one really good friend here but that is exception coz we knew each other back in sg and we are in different uni. Always the case, so near yet so far.. When i came, everyone is already in their own cliques, they have known each other before hand due to high school, foundation courses, or they came here together. I did tell myself to try to fit in.. however, at times, or many times, i juz cant fit in.. Maybe this is uni life? People come and go.. different lectures, different tutorials.. yes..one good thing is we get to meet lotsa ppl.. but what bout the quality? What i am looking for in a friendship is the quality not the quantity. Therefore, sometimes, i feel so tired.. tired of trying..

posted by aworldofnonsense @ 8:17 PM